Thursday, September 30, 2004 oh man...shld nt haf even attended sch todae...is realli WTH...class attendance was realli pathetic....but kinda thank gdness i had econs n maths consultation sessions dis mrng...if nt is REALLI no meaning in cumin sch....got all my econs MCQ doubts cleared....veri contented....got my maths doubts cleared too....super contented 4 tt......n now im like stuck in sch waitin 4 e official econs lessons 2 cum at 210pm.....OMG.....3 hrs of break coz all lessons cancelled till econs.....i realli feel like gg home now but den cannot skip econs.......wat if lawrence gif tips?!?? so betta attend....wah sian lor...n darn it....i havent finish SEA host revision even up till dis moment....how 2 make it la?? realli wanna gif up hist but den CANNOT.....its a DO OR DIE situation which im stuck at.....so lookg at my plight i tink betta do coz if nt sure die an ugly death...which im kinda dreading......y so sian......y like tt....promos in less den 5 daes...by rite i shld b veri high on revision n gg on full speed...but looks like im slowing down......n veri slow sum more...haiz......sux la....i tink i'll jus try my bez 2 finish up SEA hist.....den c how lor.....realli at my wits end.....stress arh....8th oct is e dae im waiting 4.......once n 4 all.....DONE n OVER WIF PROMOS.......den i can start my 'official' 3 months holidae.....heez.....alrite....life shld b gd after exams......as it always would be....
& Monokuro Boo ;
11:53 AM
Sunday, September 26, 2004 haiz......e mounting pressure....promos in 9 daes time...super stress up....still haf e whole SEA hist 2 handle....i havent even like started on it....damn sian.....i dunno y i studied econs yest until i had e urge 2 tear up e notes n throw dem aside......get veri frustrated n irritated......decided 2 go 2 bed at ard 2am...cldnt take it anymore....was out e whole of yesterdae wif deb,mic,sai,amc...walked frm PS 2 far east 4 e whole aftn....den at ard 5 plus went 2 queensway coz deb wanted 2 buy shoes.....in e end she also din buy anithing so all of us went 2 ikea 4 dinner.....gr8 dinner though....had a gr8 dae out....long time since we all went out together....every1 stressed out by exams.....n no doubt every1 felt so dead coz prelims results r cumin back soon....whoa hoh....shld i consider myself lucky or not!!?! confused n mixed emotions....felt realli guilty when i reached home....so wanted 2 study finish e whole mkt structure....however i 4gotten tt i luv slacking.....so i was like slackin 4 hrs b4 i got started....n when i got started i was slackin in btw too......so jus imagine how much time i actualli wasted...haiz....was so so so so disgusted tt i actualli wanted 2 gif up n go slp....den barney msged....sumting which kept my spirits high n going 4 a while.....a little luv goes a long wae....i complained n whined 4 awhile b4 i decided 2 heed barney's advice n go rest coz seriously my brain was not working.....but b4 i actualli went 2 bed i dunno y while lying on my pillow i suddenly felt a sudden surge of emotions......jus an overwhelmed feeling.....so caught up wif everything tt had been goin ard me.....tt all of a sudden i felt e need 2 cry it all out....i guess im jus veri stressed up....i started tearing continously......n silently of coz....jus tot 2 myself so mani things all at e same time......jus felt so 'wei qu'.....i dunno y....guess all dis things haf been hidden inside 4 so long tt i tink i cant take it anymore.....i prayed.....had a long converasation wif God.....stopped tearing.....got over it.....n prayed till i fell aslp.....set alarm 2 wake up at 9am 2 study but den decided 2 gif myself a break n so went back 2 slp again......woke up at 12pm.....felt so much betta n much more motivated after i woke up.......completed econs all e wae 2 prod n cost by 5pm.......left wif 2 more minor chapters....shld finish by dis weekends....i guess every1 jus need sum avenue 2 let go b4 we can actualli take a bigger step forward....so glad tt i actualli managaed 2 let my emotions go......haf been tryin 2 put up wif lotsa tings......puttin up a strong front isnt tt easy afterall....i cant wait 4 dis whole promos 2 b over....got so much plans after promos.....but 1st on my list wld b 2 prepare farewell gifts......(4 hu?? tts 4 me 2 noe n 4 u 2 find out!!) but im realli broke dis mth....will try my veri bez 2 cum out wif smthg nice yet nt 2 ex.....hmmm...i onli got e weekend straight after promos 2 settle e gifts....but im sure dere's enuff time....hmmm....aniwae guess its time 4 me 2 go back 2 my econs b4 i get 2 tired......till i blog again.....hmmmm.....wonder when will tt b....
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:20 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 oh my GOD......wats happening 2 me.....i 'study' econs until bonkers liao....jus completed lect notez 9....on wage differentials.....my eyes r like CROSSED......my gdness....how 2 survive.....haiz.....dun even feel like attending sch tml....c no point in it.....econs tutorial gg thru essay on wage differential...okie ba...mayb onli ting worth gg 2 sch 4....moreover i tink all typical econs tutorial bcums typical crap session when lawrence starts crapping bout imparting 'life skills' at e expense of my precious time...but den barney sae wanna go out after my sch ends tml so okie lor....im gg 2 sch coz den can meet her after sch tml at 1140.....if not i surely M.I.A wan lor....sumthing 2 look 4ward 2 after sch tml....can go out...heez! i realli no mood 2 study 4 econs le....veri veri SIAN...bloody shit man...12 daes more 2 go....RACHEAL LAM......STUDY HARD.....argh...i hate dis.....wat wrong on earth did i do 2 deserve 2 STUDY...darn it...okie 4get it...jus no in e rite state of mind.....hu will b during exams aniwae.....I CAN DO IT....I MUS DO IT......soon it'll b over.....FINE....as 4 now...back 2 my xciting journey thru e 'studyin' on my FAVOURITE econs notes.....OH MAN.....SoooOOooOoOOO F.U.N......
& Monokuro Boo ;
1:08 AM
Sunday, September 19, 2004 oh man....im realli panic mode alreadi.....promos 2 weeks away...ive yet 2 touch econs n SEA hist...haf been realli feelin veri lethargic 4 few previous daes.....havent haf enuf slp n rushin frm place 2 place.....tryin my bez 2 revise Hist coz havent been touchin it 4 a LONG time...maths is not a problem....im jus veri scared 4 hist....dunno can make it not leh.....damn worried.....wah kaoz....kena scared by haniss on wed bout how 2 prepare 4 exams....e wae he defined 'study' seems rather foreign 2 me.....u mean we realli need 2 possess higher order tinkin (H.O.T) skills while studyin....gdness lor...if e wae he define 'studyin' is true den looks like i havent been realli studyin e 'correct' wae since day 1.....haniss was practically 'suan-ing' pple on wed....apparently he likes 2 pick on barney 2 do tt too....dunno y....its jus her....everything he said tt dae was obvious tt it was directed at barney....n bez part....she din even listen 2 him....but i did....tts y got rather scare-d by wat he said......mayb i shldnt take those words so seriously....i tink its all e exams stress tts mounting.....sianz arh....anything pple sae 2 me bout exams seem 2 b affecting me....coz i suddenly feel traumatised all over again...dunno hw cum...its jus 'THE GREAT FEAR' thingy tt keeps cumin back.......
i feel damn disgusted tt tml is mondae again....damn PE lessons....sianz lor....i HATE PE......if onli i can injured myself sumwhere b4 tml cumes.....how i also wish i haf an injured toe like barney...den can bandage no need attend PE lor.....darn it...shit lor.....promos 2 weeks away still PE 4 wat....wats e point.....PE dept SUX......gif me time 2 study la....i dread sch coz of PE.....sumbody HELP......yucks! hope it rains tml den gd....sure no PE coz hall got prelims....i had betta pray hard 4 rain.....*grinz*....hmmm....listening 2 fang zu ming 'zui dong ting'...wah....super nice song....lyrics also veri nice.....everything bout tt song is jus so gd......i simply luv it....indeed is veri 'dong ting'....mom n dad still not home yet...went 2 dunno wat club hse 4 dinner wif daddy's fren......apparently dey wun b back early so ive e whole hse 2 myself again...hahaha...so happie......but also a bit sian....all alone...nobody 2 tok 2...makes me wonder sumtimes mayb havin siblings is gd 2....coz at least got pple 2 tok 2.....but nvm.....its also veri 'xin fu' 2 b an onli child...hahahah.....okie...i tink im crapping alreadi....had betta go read sum more hist b4 i call it a dae......i feel guilty 4 wasting half e dae away tokin nonsense in church todae.....so now its time 2 make up 4 e lag time....haiz...tired but life still goes on.....like always......
& Monokuro Boo ;
11:08 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004 tired....drained out....exhausted...wat more can i sae.....18 more daes 2 go....promos....once again....e dreaded promos....long awaited yet long hated...waitin 4 tt 3 daes thru out dis whole year....realli cant wait 4 it 2 b over....time 2 prove myself again....i noe i can do it....jus tt i tend 2 get a tense veri easily....my mind jus keep tinkin of e negative tots...veri irritating.....keep tellin myself can make it....no problem...sure make it big sum more....but im realli veri scared leh....a sense of insecurity tt floats ard all e time....i sae i dun care bout hw pple ard me fare 4 exams n tests....but aM i realli able 2 jus compete wif myself n realli nt care....im tryin....realli tryin...but occasionally cant help but 2 start comparing myself wif e rest....i c it as an obligation 4 me 2 do betta den my classmates....i wanna make my extra year spent in JC worthwhile...i cannot jus make do wif a PASS grade....i need more den tt...i need my distinctions.....haiz......dis is realli torture....i jus hate comparing wif others.....human nature isit?? cant seem 2 help it...sux.....18 daes 2 go....soon it will b over....i can do it....yes i can.....i noe I CAN......
& Monokuro Boo ;
11:25 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004 wat a rubbish dae in sch...back 2 normal time-table...back 2 normal sch daes...back 2 e usual mundane n unappealing trips 2 sch...no more slippers n hm clothes 2 sch...not even anymore 'chicken rice' lunches...blogging at sch library coz i escaped PE unharmed todae....gaf parent's letter coz nt feelin well...moreover my left arm still feels veri sore frm blood donation yest...PE dept accepted w/o much doubt since ive yet 2 utilise my 'parents letta' rights...so nt 2 bad also la...at least no PE...dun feel sticky n stinky all over...however e long dae ahead jus pist me off veri badly...slept quite early yest at ard 12am....cldnt take it anymore....was in sch e whole of yest aftn doin maths revision 4 promos...wif barney n miary whu were mugging physical geog...damn jialat....dis 2 pple stress n tired until start laughing while 'stoning' at their own notes....wats scary was dere was absolutely no reason 2 laugh...jus laughing dunno 4 wat also...i was dead tired yest in sch coz im losing blood....2 much of it...feel damn exhausted...but still glad tt i managed 2 finish up my trigo revision...haf been doin lotsa maths thru e sept holz...its like as if e onli subj im takin is maths 9233 for e As....wanted veri much 2 revise Hist, esp SEA but den jus keep postponing it 4 e sake of maths...sad case la...my SEA hist...cannot fail la...European hist i studied 2-3 weeks ago n now i cant realli rem wats goin on...sian lor...e tot of havin 2 go back 2 readin those damn lect notes also pist me off....econs arh....4get it...havent been touchin it at all so far...jus completed e sept DRQ assigM den heck liao....nv touch econs at all liao...so its basically maths n ONLI maths...i betta get my A 4 maths if nt im jus letting myself veri veri DOWN...econs hopefully can get at least C...hist as long as A-level pass can liao la....GP hoping 4 at least C5 n above....i shld b able 2 achieve all dis tt i wan....so wae 2 go man...*positive thinking*...hmmm...feelin rather hungry...mayb shld go down canteen grab a bite later...wondering hows barney n e rest doin 4 geog paper in e hall now...left bout 45 mins.....hope tt nt stoning can liao la....jia you pple...soon it'll b over n its gonna b my turn all over again....rather xciting yet sickening...cant wait 4 exams 2 b over 4 all of us....cant wait 2 slack again....cant wait 2 tok rubbish n crap ard again....i jus cant wait......!!!
& Monokuro Boo ;
10:15 AM
Friday, September 10, 2004 wow....its like another fridae is here again....another week gone.....shld i b happie or sad?? dunno la...aiya....aniwae i concluded tt i luv gg 2 sch.....not 4 e usual tutorials n lectures but jus gg 2 sch 2 study n do work wif barney, miary, long, li-bing n mayb e usual few pple........wah....veri fun leh.....got so much 2 look 4ward 2....unlike normal mundane n disgusting sch daes......4 e whole of dis sept 'holz' ive been back in sch everyday n i realli luv gg back 2 sch!! mayb speed of doin work mite tend 2 slow down a bit but den i still tink i enjoy doin work in sch coz got pple 2 tok n discuss wif....not so sian....but den e end of todae's 'study session' seem like e end of it all....like no more chance 2 study lk tt as a grp le.....at e end of it all i tink it still boils down 2 1 fact.....im beginning 2 miss u all le....sounds a bit 2 early? no la....realli......jus counting e number of daes ive left 2 spend together wif u all in NY....went out of sch wif li-bing at ard 4 plus in e aftn 2 get food n bubble tea 4 tea-break....on e wae back saw dis grp of ODAC pple painting farewell banner 4 e J2s....cant help but feel a little 'funnie'...i also dunno how 2 sae....its like another reminder 2 tell me tt im gg 2 not c u guys in sch soon le...cant help but feel veri sad.....though i din realli sae anything but den i realli jus dun wish 4 tt dae 2 cum so soon......sounds like running away frm e issue again....guess i jus keep running away frm everything....sux man.....last fridae also felt lk tt coz it was last dae of term 3....felt lk as though its last dae of official sch 4 e J2s......y is saying gd bye always so difficult....or isit im making it more difficult by tinkin so much...??!! i jus detest e veri tot of it but den it keeps cumin back....haiz....i feel so sickened up....im quite sure u all will miss NY...but can i sae i'll miss u all too??!! n is gg 2 miss veri badly sum more.....listening 2 xiao hu dui's song...."dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi sui".....li-bing send me wan...lyrics r jus portrayin my exact sentiments.....it goes....'dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi sui....ni xiang bu xiang zhao ge ren lai pei....ni de kuai le shang bei.....zhi you wo neng ti hui....rang wo zai pei ni zou yi hui..".....whu is goin 'pei wo zou yi hui" arh??? sobz sobz!!
& Monokuro Boo ;
9:07 PM
Thursday, September 09, 2004 yeah.....i finalli had my sushi tei feast todae...ate so much tt i couldnt eat dinner....my aunt brought along 2 of her buddies cum colleagues tt she always tok about.....rather lame pple i tot but din realli tok much 2 dem coz barney n i were 2 busy eatin or shld i sae gobbling up our food...wah shiok arh...den later my cousin came along 2 join us.....brought 2 big bags of goodies along....apparently 1 pack 4 me n 1 pack 4 barney......so nice of her hor?!?! obviously i jus kept ordering food n eatin.....non-stop all e wae from appetizer which consist of a few plates of sushi....2 main course of beef udon....2 dessert of strawberry smiles plus ice cream waffles...wah.....im once again craving 4 sum more sushi n also i DUN MIND havin another bowl of beef udon.....ahahahaha...damn shiok......after eatin at ard 2 plus....went down 2 wisma sony ericsson 2 repair my radio n barney's charger.....darn it.....nv bring my receipt den cannot change e radio....wat e shit....but barney still still got her charger exchanged 4 a new 1.....haiz....gotta go down wisma again on e weekends 2 get radio exchanged...sianz....but nvm....at least get 2 go out......hmmmm....after repairing fone went back 2 taka kino wif my cousin 2 buy stationeries.......haiyo....i ended up wasting money buyin new pen again.....n darn it.....atm card not approved coz i tink inside account broke liao....so had 2 pay cash...WTS......now wallet left about 15 bucks 2 e 22nd of dis mth......super broke man.....how 2 survive!?!? oh ya.....bought barney a giffy keychain stuff yest....it was meant 2 b a surprise but den it bcame kinda 'UNSURPRISED' le.......so lame lor.....where got pple read card in front of e person whu gaf u e pressie wan? haiyo.....make me feel so 'nan wei qing' coz a surprise is not a surprise le.....but nvm......even though i super broke still find a lot of satisfaction in buyin tt giffy 4 barney....hahaha....barney mus bring 4 prelims okie....giffy will overcome all obstacles wif u!!
heeheez! went back 2 sch at ard 4pm....a bit siao la....but den i still find a lot of kick in doin dis kind of tings.....no need 2 go back sch 4 lessons make me realli dying 2 go back sch.......coz its spending time doin work...so fun...at least its wif pple i DUN MIND n doin things i also DUN MIND.....if onli normal sch daes were like tt.....haiz.......i tink i wld b dying 2 go sch like b4.....unlike now.....aniwae e sept holz r cumin 2 an end soon.....quite sad.....y so fast.....so sian lor.....wat is dis man.....haiz.....aiya....dun tink liao la....tink more even more sad case......'zou yi bu kan yi bu' lor....wat 2 do?? e greatest problem in my mind now is money problem....hw 2 solve it leh.....n 2nd in line is SEA history....wah kaoz....when on earth can i drive myself study 4 SEA hist.....where's my motivation n drive....where's my enthusiasm?? where's my passion 4 hist.....n most imptly...WHERE GOT TIME......haiz........even miay also went mad le....jus read her blog....she's definitely goin bonkers over e upcoming prelims....haiyo...y every1 gettin so panicky......relax pple...i noe its prelims.....but jus treat it as a test lor....its not e end yet....n 2 my dearest 03A6......esp barney n miary...dun stress le la.....its nt 2 panic so much....jus keep ur cool n i noe u can do it.....i'll always b dere 2 gif u my fullest fullest moral, psychological, etc support.......jia you pple.....all e best n lotsa lotsa luv n encouragement.......geez!
& Monokuro Boo ;
11:26 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004 hmmm....past few daes 2 busy doin work n also 2 sianz 2 blog.....todae purposely overslept so no need attend TCP's history tutorial....damn sian....2 hrs of hist can realli kill me.....rather slp 2 hrs extra.....since havent been catchin up wif slp recently....veri deprived of it man...woke up at 11am after daddy's several attempts 2 wake me up.....realised gonna b real late 2 meet barney in sch at 12pm.....so rushed a little....had 2 go boon tong kee at boon keng 2 buy chicken rice 4 lunch in sch.....by e time i almost reached sch....miary called 2 ask me buy lunch 4 her too....so walked 2 sch coffeeshop after i alighted bus 133 2 get her food...met sum of my classmates dere whu jus finished history remedial......thank gdness i din go coz e lesson was rather crap apparently....so got miary hokkien mee den ran into sch coz it was alreadi like 1235pm.....veri late le.....reached sch ate den started doin work le.....whole dae in sch tryin 2 complete maths tutorial.....wah....its damn difficult lor....sianz arh! went 2 staffrm wif barney 2 return her burger's red pen which he DIN MIND leaving behind after GP consultation yest....realised tt his pigeon hole wasnt locked n hence had 2 walk up dere twice 2 re-position tt pen...hw dumb can tt get yea!?!? after much hassle outside e staffroom....went back down 2 e canteen 2 continue doin work.....n den frm tt moment onwards....barney attempted 2 relate every single song tts braodcasted on e radio 2 her affection 4 burger.....yucks.....nw create MANY yin ying in my mind esp wif SHE's "lian ren wei man" & wang li hong's "wei yi"....super disgusted.....but nuthin beats e dumb pugilistic society's drum rolls.....walau.....noise pollution....at 5pm started their INCONSIDERATE CCA.....cant even focus solving maths sums properly.....darn it......after 1 hr plus of torture 2 our ears......decided 2 leave 4 home at abt 645....realli damn pist...had 2 shout 2 communicate...how irritating....!! haiz....din realli do much.....but at least finished tutorial 19 up till qns 4.....still got 6 more qns 2 go......shld b able 2 finish 2 qns 9 by tonite hopefully.....tired but still motivated......hopefully everything will go on fine....yeah!! cant wait 4 sushi tei treat frm my aunt tml...so xciting......1 mth since i last went dere.....wah tml sure eating spree wan!! heeheez....okie.....2 make up 4 e dae 2 b wasted tml i tink i betta go do work now.....
& Monokuro Boo ;
10:16 PM
Sunday, September 05, 2004 oh man.....time realli flies....it seems like i still had a few daes b4 econs test...but in actual fact e test in tml mrng at 8am.....sobz.....i jus browse thru most of my stuff....i shld nt sae most....its actualli selective reading.....gosh......though i realli wanna study n meomorise but den my heart is telling me tt i shld jus read thru.....im jus plain lazy....i tink so....cant seem 2 get myself down 2 work....VERI SIAN.....dun realli wanna study....got e mood 2 enjoy holidaes onli.......realli wat a wae 2 welcome myself back 2 sch on a holiday...sum more its MONDAE mrng.......seriously monday blues.....yucks......e tot of sitting in e LT stoning tml is bad....scared later nuthin 2 write coz concussion in e mrng.......wah....sobz.......y like tt....i realli dread sch tml mrng....cant wait 4 it 2 b over den i can get back 2 e momentum of revision 4 promos.......shld i study in sch tml....tink i shld rite....if nt go home start slackin n slpg again den cham....todae went 2 sch after church again.....reason being tt had 2 pass barney sum GP notes n books plus miary's CD.....though i realli haf no business in sch......ate pizza coz dey ordered 2 sch 4 lunch.....pretty cold pizza i had coz i was like 45 mins late......youth svc ended late....bo bian....but nvm la...i still tot e pizza was gd.....coz i was realli hungry...did a little work 4 bout 1 hr den left sch wif bangkee....her parents gaf me a lift 2 kovan mrt.......if nt i wld even b later....supposed 2 reached uncle's hse at b4 5 pm 2 help prepare 4 steamboat n teach my cousin econs...but end up dere 515...not 2 bad......wow.....im like super full now....ate 5 rounds during steamboat jus now.......now feel so bloated.......tink i had betta go study a little bit more den go slp...veri tired n sickened up liao.....
& Monokuro Boo ;
10:01 PM
Saturday, September 04, 2004 wah kaoz....lefty my hse n went 2 sch dis mrng at 830....darn it.....i onli came home at 12am yest lor....went 2 UCC watch tt stupid musical tt was compulsory 4 all history students.....shit lor....realli is waste of my time....left tt musical during act 2....din bother 2 finish watchin it coz it was like so late liao n i was super hungry....cld haf eaten up a cow den.....moreover e musical was REALLI a MUSIC-al...all i cld hear clearly was e MUSIC....e words in between were super unclear n den e British accent was so heavy...cldnt realli catch wat was goin on....so angry n disgusted halfway thru e musical i msged barney 2 keep myself a little entertained n busy...haiya.....watching musicals r jus recreational activities 4 rich n FREE pple....not my cup of tea...n ive no money n time 2 waste....my 10 bucks jus gone like dat.....went supper went sum of my classmates.....den went home by train after tt....thank gdness i live quite near NUS.....reached home in like 30 mins....not 2 bad....jus tt i was super turned off by e tot of havin 2 go 2 sch 4 ONE hr of maths remedial....wat a waste of my time....i was deprived of slp n rest lor....had 2 run all e wae frm serangoon mrt 2 sch coz i was like goin 2 b late....reached sch on time but i was perspiring like crazy....stupid shoes werent cooperating either.....had a bad blister on my right heels.....damn pain...all these realli pist me off.....den tot tt e lecturer goin 2 teach MacClaurin expansion...darn it.....she nv even teach tt lor.....we jus completed tt ONE pathetic page of rate of change notes n den lecture was over in 50 mins.....oh man...WTH......i realli regretted turning up 4 sch...sianz arh.....wat rubbish is dis?!?! 4get it.....fortunately i later goin out 2 queensway 2 buy new sport shoes....daddy jus gaf me 100 bucks 2 buy new shoes...yeah! i saw dis adidas shoes...not bad leh....its grey n with greenish strips.....i tink veri nice....later c at queensway haf or not....i saw it at taka's adidas outlet...cost 109....tink shld b cheaper at queensway.....cant wait 2 go get shoes!! meanwhile my mind is being corrupted wif tots of e imminent econs test on mondae....argh.....2 essays 2 write.....hw 2 survive la.....i onli got confidence 4 1 of e essay which i predict will 99.9% appear in e test....wats e other 1 den? haiz.....stressed up man...holidae still got common test....wat a rubbish econs dept....tink i betta go study now....if not i'll hafta live 2 regret again....veri sad case la...*shit la.....y mus study!??!...yucks*
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:27 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004 *yawnz*...tiring dae....went 2 sch supposed 2 meet barney at 930am but reached at 945.......skarly whu noes barney was EVEN LATER......came at onli 1045....made me go all e wae 2 buy breakfast 4 her still DARE 2 cum so LATE.....wat m i supposed 2 sae?!!? aiya.....im jus used 2 it....everytime also 'pang seh' me.....n e whole story of e alarm clock not working will start cumin out......bangkee came ard 11 i tink den miary was a little while after tt....look like 'jiang shi' even though she slept till 11...hahaha....at least more fortunate den me ma...i woke up at 8am 2 get barney breakfast leh.....wah kaoz.....but at least was rather fruitful as compared 2 e previous few daes....did sum work n revision todae in sch wif barney, bangkee n miary....wow...i was quite surprised tt e sch canteen was empty...onli e 4 of us n occasionally sum sch cleaners utilising e sch canteen....wah shiok man......can tok as loud as we wan 2 .....glad tt i finalli did a second round of revision 4 european hist....but i havent touch SEA hist at all...tink mus start soon.....if nt no time le....left 32 daes 2 promos....shucks man.....realli running out of time....i also need 2 start maths revision frm e most basic chapters up ASAP....studyin is realli sian....but wat 2 do...bo bian.....need 2 pia lor....damn tired.....eyes wanna shut liao.....tink will slp soon.....argh...cant wait 4 promos 2 end....but at e same time i also dun wan it 2 cum....03A6 will no longer b together as a class after tt....where will e motivating factor 2 attend sch cum frm den? i also dunno....tink i'll feel so lost n sad when A6 leave....i realli cant help but tink of when will all of us ever sit down together 2 eat in sch....2 tok rubbish as a grp....2 study veri veri hard 2gether.....to jus enjoy each other's company....i realli wonder....gd times dun last 4ever i guess....its about time we all go our different ways n pursue our own lives....i will always keep those times we spent together deep deep down in my heart......for A6 will always haf a veri special n irreplacable place in my heart....n of coz barney, bangkee, miary, tri-ner, li-bing, ah long, sha-ron n xiao shit.....thank you so much 4 makin my dis 2 years stay in NY such a fun, xciting n memorable 1........
& Monokuro Boo ;
9:08 PM
