Sunday, September 19, 2004 oh man....im realli panic mode alreadi.....promos 2 weeks away...ive yet 2 touch econs n SEA hist...haf been realli feelin veri lethargic 4 few previous daes.....havent haf enuf slp n rushin frm place 2 place.....tryin my bez 2 revise Hist coz havent been touchin it 4 a LONG time...maths is not a problem....im jus veri scared 4 hist....dunno can make it not leh.....damn worried.....wah kaoz....kena scared by haniss on wed bout how 2 prepare 4 exams....e wae he defined 'study' seems rather foreign 2 me.....u mean we realli need 2 possess higher order tinkin (H.O.T) skills while studyin....gdness lor...if e wae he define 'studyin' is true den looks like i havent been realli studyin e 'correct' wae since day 1.....haniss was practically 'suan-ing' pple on wed....apparently he likes 2 pick on barney 2 do tt too....dunno y....its jus her....everything he said tt dae was obvious tt it was directed at barney....n bez part....she din even listen 2 him....but i did....tts y got rather scare-d by wat he said......mayb i shldnt take those words so seriously....i tink its all e exams stress tts mounting.....sianz arh....anything pple sae 2 me bout exams seem 2 b affecting me....coz i suddenly feel traumatised all over again...dunno hw cum...its jus 'THE GREAT FEAR' thingy tt keeps cumin back.......
i feel damn disgusted tt tml is mondae again....damn PE lessons....sianz lor....i HATE PE......if onli i can injured myself sumwhere b4 tml cumes.....how i also wish i haf an injured toe like barney...den can bandage no need attend PE lor.....darn it...shit lor.....promos 2 weeks away still PE 4 wat....wats e point.....PE dept SUX......gif me time 2 study la....i dread sch coz of PE.....sumbody HELP......yucks! hope it rains tml den gd....sure no PE coz hall got prelims....i had betta pray hard 4 rain.....*grinz*....hmmm....listening 2 fang zu ming 'zui dong ting'...wah....super nice song....lyrics also veri nice.....everything bout tt song is jus so gd......i simply luv it....indeed is veri 'dong ting'....mom n dad still not home yet...went 2 dunno wat club hse 4 dinner wif daddy's fren......apparently dey wun b back early so ive e whole hse 2 myself again...hahaha...so happie......but also a bit sian....all alone...nobody 2 tok 2...makes me wonder sumtimes mayb havin siblings is gd 2....coz at least got pple 2 tok 2.....but nvm.....its also veri 'xin fu' 2 b an onli child...hahahah.....okie...i tink im crapping alreadi....had betta go read sum more hist b4 i call it a dae......i feel guilty 4 wasting half e dae away tokin nonsense in church todae.....so now its time 2 make up 4 e lag time....haiz...tired but life still goes on.....like always......
& Monokuro Boo ;
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