Friday, September 10, 2004 wow....its like another fridae is here again....another week gone.....shld i b happie or sad?? dunno la...aiya....aniwae i concluded tt i luv gg 2 sch.....not 4 e usual tutorials n lectures but jus gg 2 sch 2 study n do work wif barney, miary, long, li-bing n mayb e usual few pple........wah....veri fun leh.....got so much 2 look 4ward 2....unlike normal mundane n disgusting sch daes......4 e whole of dis sept 'holz' ive been back in sch everyday n i realli luv gg back 2 sch!! mayb speed of doin work mite tend 2 slow down a bit but den i still tink i enjoy doin work in sch coz got pple 2 tok n discuss wif....not so sian....but den e end of todae's 'study session' seem like e end of it all....like no more chance 2 study lk tt as a grp le.....at e end of it all i tink it still boils down 2 1 fact.....im beginning 2 miss u all le....sounds a bit 2 early? no la....realli......jus counting e number of daes ive left 2 spend together wif u all in NY....went out of sch wif li-bing at ard 4 plus in e aftn 2 get food n bubble tea 4 tea-break....on e wae back saw dis grp of ODAC pple painting farewell banner 4 e J2s....cant help but feel a little 'funnie'...i also dunno how 2 sae....its like another reminder 2 tell me tt im gg 2 not c u guys in sch soon le...cant help but feel veri sad.....though i din realli sae anything but den i realli jus dun wish 4 tt dae 2 cum so soon......sounds like running away frm e issue again....guess i jus keep running away frm everything....sux man.....last fridae also felt lk tt coz it was last dae of term 3....felt lk as though its last dae of official sch 4 e J2s......y is saying gd bye always so difficult....or isit im making it more difficult by tinkin so much...??!! i jus detest e veri tot of it but den it keeps cumin back....haiz....i feel so sickened up....im quite sure u all will miss NY...but can i sae i'll miss u all too??!! n is gg 2 miss veri badly sum more.....listening 2 xiao hu dui's song...."dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi sui".....li-bing send me wan...lyrics r jus portrayin my exact sentiments.....it goes....'dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi sui....ni xiang bu xiang zhao ge ren lai pei....ni de kuai le shang bei.....zhi you wo neng ti hui....rang wo zai pei ni zou yi hui..".....whu is goin 'pei wo zou yi hui" arh??? sobz sobz!!
