Monday, October 25, 2004 jus came back frm o4A5 class chalet...rubbish bunch of pple indeed...haha...but at least i had fun...jus read my A5 class blog....hmmm...true true...veri true...glad tt i went 4 e chalet....din realli noe my present classmates well but after dis chalet i guess most of us got 2 noe each other betta in sum waes...4 me...e chalet turned out 2 b quite fun...at 1st i was still worried tt i cant relate 2 dem but it turned out well n fine....so much nonsense n crap...but i cld onli stay 4 1 nite coz i got church on sundae morning....had emcee duty 2 do so cant stay if not sure cant make it 2 church coz i was dressed veri sloppily...hahaha...mayb dis chalet actualli gaf me a different perspective i had of 04a5...i din realli like 2 b part of e class but i guess its not tt bad afterall....nice bunch of pple...not tt im particulary close 2 any1 in class but at least on e whole A5 is a fun n dumb class...mayb i cannot always take 03a6 as a comparison....both classes haf their own gd n bad qualities....in A5 i found my academic abilities...in A6 i found lotsa fun n frens too...mayb in life dere isnt much of a choice afterall....yupz God gaf man e ability 2 make choices but i tink up 2 a certain extent choices r still rather limited....but i still believe tt God noes wats best 4 me....i'll leave it 2 Him 2 tell me wats best 4 me....its sumtimes hard 4 me 2 accept God's decision 4 me....no doubt i always doubt n question Him....always resist wat He tells me is best....but over time i try 2 accept it....n God noes...heehee...
a difference in my life now as compared 2 b4 is i haf God wif me now...life is so different wif Him ard....dun believe me go tok 2 pple whu haf God in their lives n those w/o Him....u will c e difference...He gaf me so much hope n taught me how 2 c a lot of tings frm different perspectives...1 gd example is learning how 2 care n share.....as e onli child in my family...i grew up being kinda self-centred n selfish...i mean i was like given anything i wanted ever since i was a child n din noe e significance of sharing n considering bout how e others felt....everything in my life was jus me, myself n mine....but den knowing God has allowed me 2 realise tt its a joy 2 share...of coz im not saying tt He came n tell me i mus share.....but experiences in church n sch have exposed me into bcumin a betta person...less self-centred n putting others...esp gd frens above self....my current philosophy is i wan my frens 2 haf e best...i wanna gif my best 2 God n succeed in his Glory...in my journey n path back 2 finding God i haf so mani 2 thank.....
1st of all thank my cousin Ivan 4 tryin 2 get me back 2 church since last year Alpha...w/o e constant reminder i wldnt b a changed person now...thanks pal...not forgetting cousin Germaine too...whu tok crap 2 me in church when im bored...hahaha...aunt jasmine whu is always so holy n imparting so much biblical knowledge 2 me....kinda applied 2 every part of my life....
Pastor Darren 4 believing in my abilities n always so encouraging...constantly so on about my attendance in church...also thanks 4 recruiting me into youth worship team....its gr8 fun being able 2 join u guys in worship team...sis samantha 4 always tryin 2 keep int touch wif my life n always nv fail 2 greet me wif tt warm smile every sunday when i feel so sian sumtimes...hahaha...bro alvin 4 always nagging at me 2 attend cell grp....thanks 4 being e pillar of stronghold in our tertiary cell...w/o bro alvin a lot of cell meeting cannot make it liao...hahaha....not forgetting sis isabella too...nv failing 2 show her undying care, concern n luv 4 e youth in church....my ex-mentor sis xiaoyan too...4 being veri supportive towards me n all e efforts 2 bring me back 2 church....see...now IM BACK! hahaha....currently she's like busy wif her kids...veri long nv tok 2 her le...hahah...
of coz veri veri impt person i sure wun forget 2 thank will b none other den BARNEY....hahaha...hmmm....4 pple out dere hu dunno hus barney dun b mistaken....tts not her real name....its jus a nick....where got pple name so lame 1...noeing barney mus haf been 1 of e greatest ting tt happened in my life...im realli serious leh...e happie bubbly n rubbish gal tt nv failed 2 cheer me up whenever im down...hu nv ever made me felt tt i was ever alone even in my most dire state...n also e 1 hu made me realise e significance n importance of God in my life...thanks barney...u haf been a wonderful n great fren.... always acting cute (ok la quite cute sumtimes..but ONLI sumtimes), always live 2 irritate, always borrowing stuff n nv return, always get me 2 bring TYS 4 u coz u tink its 2 heavy, always acting close n demure in front of my mom and grandma...n also teaching n showing me e way 2 b a gd fren by setting an excellent example...a million thanks barney...thanks 4 all e little encouragements here n dere....n e little surprise jus b4 promos...u touched me realli....so sad tt u left NY le...but nvm...still my ever gd fren....coz gd frens are forever de...u study n work hard....i'll always b supporting u all e wae okie?!?! jia you!!!
glad tt so mani tings took place in my life 4 dis 2 years.....all dis transformed me 4 e betta i noe....tings may not turn out e wae we wan it initially but as long as we trust God everything will turn out fine eventually....at least tts wat i believe in...wat about u??!! heeheeZ!?!
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