Monday, November 29, 2004 a day out at sentosa wif my church youth.....not all but most......intended 2 wake up at 10am since e meetin time was 11am at harbourfront mrt.....coz i kinda take less den 5 mins 2 reach......skarly PD called at 9am 1 tell me he was gettin e drinks 4 me...so i dun hafta go down so early 2 buy.....so okie la......i decided 2 go back 2 bed since i was still 1 hr early....took bout 10 mins 2 settle myself into slumberland....den guess wat!?!?! alvin called dis time at 926am.....congrats 2 me.....15 mins after i kinda fell back aslp.....asked me 2 joined him 4 breakfast at harbourfront macs wif ernie......so okie lor......i alreadi broke slp so woke up lor.......go wash up......drank water....den re-bandaged my sprained hand...n den i headed down 2 harbourfront macs 2 look 4 e 2 guys........grabbing a beach volleyball in my arms n a bagpack wif a fat n ugly bandaged swollen right hand.......look weird......coz of tt stoopid bandage.....ate my breakfast n had my satisfied dosage of coffee......ivan called 2 sae he was flying off soon.....bid farewell n i reminded him 2 get wat i wanted frm China...n of coz sum gentle reminder of chinese vocabs 2 use while he is in china.......ahahhaaah......den left macs 4 e arcade coz tt lame alvin wanted 2 go play arcade games as we were still early....1110am den met up wif e youth at harbourfront mrt control.....n den all of us proceeded 2 e hawker centre 4 lunch...i din eat though....coz still too full.......alvin,ernie n me 'da pao' food into sentosa 4 a later lunch la......den all of split up into grps of 3 to 4 n flag a cab into sentosa...its not onli cheaper but we dun hafta queue 4 e bus lor.......thanks 2 alvin n his wonderful idea on saving money....though not a lot but i was rather impressed by tt idea coz it din struck me tt a cab was a better alternaltive into sentosa.....ahahhah......reached dere liao den congrats again....started 2 pour.......but WE WALKED BY FAITH n not sight.......believed tt e rain sure will stop n eventualli it realli did.....miracles rite!??!? hahahaha.....so went 2 meet up wif sam,sophia,zijian n derek at e southern most point at palawan dere.......we reserved 1 huge area 4 ourselves by tying strings ard e area....ahahhaha....wat tyranny indeed.......so had opening prayers....den ice-breakers...a time of worship n den sharing by alvin n den games time.....ahahhaha...i onli played e frisbee n dog n bone........e telematch i din play coz of my bandaged hand........telematch got swimming across e island ma....so cannot touch water so din play lor.....but it was in e rain coz half way thru e rain started pouring on us again....dis time nt so lucky....it din stop.....but we also heck....we din stop playin too....heez......den ard 4pm.....all e younger ones left e pavillion n went 4 own time own target activities........e rain got heavier so e leaders started packing up......dumb everything in trash bags so tt we can bring across 2 e main island of sentosa....we were kinda stuck at e southern most point........rain veri veri heavy.....n veri veri cold.......so e leaders walked across e suspension bridge carryin a few trash bags each......all drenched in e rain.......i was like ALL WET....including inside!! yucks....e feelin sux.....but i guess walkin in e heavy rain was ok....e after effect was bad.....plus my bandage was all soaked.....terrible feeling....like anytime can get arthritis.......cleaned myself up in e toilet n den left e island in xiaoshi's car together wif alvin n sam......went 2 harbourfront food court 4 dinner n den headed home 2 bathe......on e whole todae was fruitful but e rain came as an uninvited guest......hope tt on thursday when i go sentosa again....will haf sun....so tt i can sun tan.......yupz...basicalli tts about it.....i wanna go rest liao.....tml evening still haf BBQ at sis isa place.....hopefulli i dun catch a cold frm e drench todae.....
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:19 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2004 wow...jus came home frm tara's place....had a time of my life.....realli learnt a lot....frm e basics of how 2 drink 2 tasting of wines...n judging e 'power' of e different designer drinks....wow....tara's daddy is realli impressive....mr know-it-all when it cumes 2 alcohol.....i was totalli impressed n like "WOW"....ahahhah....alrite.....lets c....had delicious tom yum soup tt 'gan ma' (tara's mummy) made specially 4 me....so honoured....2 helpings......tasted GREAT......den after tt tara's dad gaf us life lessons on how 2 handle alcohol....cool....learnt a lot......as 4 wat we drank 4 e nite.....jue take a look below....
to start of e nite we had...........
1) Tequila Sunrise
den....
2) Blue Spring/Blue Lagoon
3) Gimlet
4) Jack daniel coke/Bourbon coke
5) Rosso 7Up
6) Rainbow
7) Tia Maria + Vanilla Ice cream (all-time fav)
8) Margarita (which sux)
9) Screwdriver
10) Black Russian
11) Singapore Sling
12) Tequila Neat (which was e 1 tt almost knock every1 out)
13) Snowball (simply in luv wif dis)
14) Tequila Pop
15) Southern Comfort (fantastic ending!)
tts not all....we still had wine 2 compliment all tt 15 drinks...n 4got 2 add.....we learnt how 2 savour beer as appetiser b4 we even started on e designer drinks.....wah...i realli had a fantastic time at tara's place tonite.....enjoyed every bit of it......if nt 4 e fact tt ive 2 b at sentosa tml mrng wif e youth...i wld haf stayed over n enjoy more....left halfway thru e wine tasting session.....haiz...wat a waste.....but at least i had my dosage of fun too.......mayb next session im gg 2 stay over liao.......ahahahahah......i tink i realli feel a little sober now le.....betta go rest soon if not hangover den tml i cham......heeheez........
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:52 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004 hmmm...was lookg thru sum of e pics online....den got e sudden urge 2 show off sum of dem...ahahaha....yupz....yest tried uploading but given e low-tech me.....CMI....so wif e guidance of e long-time-no-c tara.....here dey r finalli......hahahahha.....enjoy....!
my dInO....frm ah barn..hahaha...cute hor!?!
cHaRliE's aNgels....e nt so correct version!
my RCY gang w/o amc....
OMG.....barney u look like SLY......ahhaahhah!
& Monokuro Boo ;
2:01 PM
hmmm...as i was jus tinkin....probably haf 1-2 weeks more 2 realli slack ard n haf nuthin 2 do....den i'll b realli busy in dec liao.....lets c......
2nd: gg sentosa wif deb,sai,mic,amc
5th-6th: mic's chalet
7th-9th: A6 chalet
10th-11th: working
12th-13th: gg ivan's place 4 christmas setup
16th-27th: mission trip 2 M'sia + extension stay too
28th-30th: family chalet (tentative)
31st: family gathering 4 countdown at sam's place
so basically onli left 1st, 3rd, 4th, 14th, 15th im still free la....wow....e feeling of havin things 2 do is realli good....i mean after slackin 4 so long....its gd 2 noe ive loads of tings waiting 4 me 2 do....at least got smthg 2 look 4ward 2 ma.....but i actualli plan 2 leave e last week of holz dedicated 2 revision b4 sch officially opens next year.....i wanna refresh my memory n get myself geared up 4 sch as J2 next year.....so cannot slack....mus kinda like revise frm day1....so tt i wun hafta suffer during prelims n e big 'A's....but as ive said...i plan 2 go full force after CNY next year lor....rem tt sum1 told me b4...."if u wan smthg bad enuf....by all means u will make tt ting happen..."...i wan 2 get gd results 4 my 'A's...at least justify my extra year in college....n in fact i desire tt excellent grade.....so im gg 2 get it.....sae alreadi is MUS DO......yups......heez!
meanwhile me still veri 'fan' over christmas pressies....dunno wat 2 get 4 so mani pple.....den ask pple wat dey wan like a bit dotz lor...so mus crack my brain again...sian lor....me dis year mus budget liao.....onli gettin a few realli nice n gd gifts 4 a few pple......e rest shall jus use my creativity n c wat 2 get la.....tink all my gifts will be send out early....like maybe b4 e 16th dec coz i wld b away during christmas....so gotta gif early......
sai finished 'A's todae....wah....like so fast lor.....sae start den now end liao......life is gg 2 b slack
slack n slack 4 her next few mths.....barney, mia mia dey all will finish on wed evening at 5pm n deb, amc n tara will finish on thur mrng.......hmmmm......1 by 1....all exams end le.....den mine 2 start le.....a bit turn off by tt fact but i guess everybody hafta go thru dis shit period...jus a matter of time....alrite....i simply cant wait 4 every1 2 get done n over wif exams den can go out wif me...yeay! heez! oh wellz.....thurs got cell in e evening...fridae gg ktv wif RCY gang.....sunday gg sentosa wif church gang....busy busy busy......but i realli dun mind.....ahaha!
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:54 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2004 Yawnz...im super duper tired todae...slept at almost 4am yest n i had 2 wake up at 7am dis mrng...a mere 3 hrs of slp...had 2 go down 2 church super early 2 helpout for the movie event thingy...had lotsa fun selling food n welcoming sum newcomers though...e show "hangman's curs" was gd too....i like e storyline....though din catch e first part coz i was busy selling hotdog buns.....but half way thru i still managed 2 understand wat was gg on la....but after e whole event ended damn sian liao.....mus stay 2 clear up and den had mission trip meetin at 3pm.....e clearing up took ages....i din realli got myself involved in helping 2 clear.....coz had 2 attend mission briefing ma.....so at 3pm went 4 briefing....YESH....me is gg 4 mission on 16th - 22nd dec....finalli...can get out of spore.....though its onli M'sia but im happie as long as outta spore 4 a while at least....wah siao liao.....i hafta lead worship over dere at M'sia.....nv ever done tt b4....but Pastor saes mus learn so tt can take over......oh man.....butterflies in my tummie! i guess nt so throw face 2 make mistakes in leading worship in M'sia coz at least nt so mani pple noe me ma! heez....but nvm...jus try la....dun try will nv noe.....den gotta gif testomonies too.....wow....gotta go tink wat 2 sae in front of sucha large audience....thank gdness i dun haf stage fright....if not jialat arh! aniwae sam sae mite wanna extend stay after mission wif isa dey all....so we'll spend christmas over at M'sia lor....wah! tts xciting.....spending christmas overseas without my parents 4 e 1st time......i realli wun mind man! but den gotta complete mission 1st den tok bout holz......i tink if possible i'll shop like crazy over dere lor.....wah i realli cant wait.......but i now feel a bit 'you qi wu li'....dunno la....guess is yest nt enuf slp tts y la......tink wanna slp early tonite.....my eyes gettin smaller n smaller le....no energy n strength le....alrite.....time 4 bed le......
& Monokuro Boo ;
10:15 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004 im pist...my mom woke me up at 1230pm sayin tt we r leaving 2 go orchard shppg by 1pm...ask me whether wanna continue slpg or go wif her...so i jumped out of bed lor...go wash up den get changed but IM LIKE STILL AT HOME NOW....reason being tt daddy sae change of plans....he dun wanna go shppg liao...he sae go straight to my great grandmother's 98th bdae celebration at yishun....OMG....miles away lor....dey r serving dinner buffet lor...go so early do wat....i surely stone dere wan lor....all e adults will gossip like nobody's business coz dey onli c each other a few times a year....sum onli once a year....so i guess tts call 'lian luo gan qing'.....but ME leh? wah kaoz...i betta bring lotsa books n magz 2 read...if nt i'll end up borrowing e hse fone n not put down 4 a long time or fall aslp.....(tv dun realli interest me)...as usual all e distant aunties n uncles of mine....will ask where r u studyin now arh....wat uni u plan 2 go....wat r ur ambitions....n worst of all......got any BF not arh.....(as a matter of fact.....pple above e age of 40 haf onli a limited list of qns 2 ask young pple like me!) obviously being e 'nice' me...i'll try my best 2 entertain dem by jus smiling n smiling n try den walk sumwhere else 2 sit until e next potential danger cumes along....
haiz....im feeling so lethargic now....i wanna slp sum more....yest 230am den slp lor....i onli had 10 hrs of slp...not sufficient...tml even worst....got church movie screening....supposed 2 reach church by 10am.....supposed 2 invite my frens 2 church too.....but every1 still havin 'A's lor....how 2 ask...so ask my younger cousins 2 cum along but still havent reply me....hope dey'll cum.....any1 whu wanna cum can let me noe via sms....hahhaah....meanwhile i wanna go slack till my parents can cum up wif a decision in where 2 go......
& Monokuro Boo ;
1:41 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2004 haf u ever wondered how isit to be feeling sad n down too when e matter is like totalli none of ur business...well i tink i roughly noe how e feelin is like...4 dis 2 weeks of e big 'A's (not my 'A's though but it shld haf been....2 bad i screwed my chance up last year...so still waiting 4 my turn 2 cum next year..)...ive been feelin excited, nervous, worried, anxious thru out dis weeks as my frens go in2 e exam hall 2 take their papers...hmmm..much as i wanted so much 2 be dere...much as i wanted so much 2 b part of dis 'A's (mayb u tink i mus b mad!)...too bad...onli can make up by sending msgs of encouragement rite b4 e paper...hopefully u all can go into e exam halls wif a little more confidence...coz i realli believe tt to noe tt sum1 cares n noes is realli impt...sum1 hu noes e exact time, date n duration of ur paper...i wld pray n hope so much tt everything goes well during their paper...but well watever e case...even if my frens feel battered n bruised after e paper...i wld also wanna b e 1st 2 share e sorrow wif dem...dis r wat frens r 4 afterall rite....at least tts my definition of true frens....
it can realli b depressing 2 noe tt my frens screwed their paper up sumtimes...i cant help but feel affected n bcum down too...but hu will stand strong n provide e moral support when every1 fumble n fall....so although its rather sad case...still mus put up tt strong front...still mus always always b dere 4 my frens....actualli im realli running out of words 2 console pple...n seriously im rather tired of doin tt....well i realli hope tt watever e next paper is....do it well pple....dun get affected by e previous papers....i noe how depressing things can get when after almost every paper...u feel like u r 1 step closer 2 digging ur own grave....but nvm....as long as tts ur best shot...jus keep gg.....haiz...i cant wait 4 e damn exams 2 b over....its too time consuming....my frens r so busy until i can hardly spend quality time wif dem....i wan my shppg trips, ktv, sun-tanning, toking crap session, chalet, cycling.....so mani mani more tings tt r 2 cum along soon....meanwhile i shld jus stop feelin sad too....n stop being e silly old me.......
& Monokuro Boo ;
11:41 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004 oh man...wat a title 4 my post..but its true....
went 2 watch "the princess diaries 2" wif 2 of my cousins and my auntie dis aftn....oh gosh...gr8 show...though e plot was rather predictable but i simply luv it...oh man oh man....Sir Nicholas (chris pine) is so sweet n sucha darling...nt tt he is particularly gd lookg but e fairytale show made him 2 gd 2 b true....was watchin dis part where princess mia escaped thru her windows in e nite 2 go 4 a rendezvous wif sir nicholas by e lakeside....oh man...tt dance was simply a fairytale...i noe dis kind of scene is 2 bluff gals wan la...but i dun mind being cheated sumtimes.....ignorance can be quite a bliss as we all noe...lalalalala....perfect match...2 every1 out dere whu is as bored as im...go watch princess diaries 2....it will turn out betta den u expect it to...i jus simply luv e show....hmmm....wonders if i'll ever meet my veri own 'sir nicholas'....suddenly make me feel so envious of e characters in e show....n led me 2 tink of my own frens whu r blissfully attached.....haiz...i tink im gg mad soon....partly due 2 e stoopid flu bug tt has been bugging me since last fridae evening....when u r sick n when u feel so bored and all alone....guess its when u'll start having emotions outburst....well well....guess im jus havin mixed feelings.....nvm about me...
hmmmm.....left about a week b4 my frens complete their As....i simply cant wait man....tts when e holidays realli cum alive.....4 e damn past 3 weeks ive been havin holidays w/o e holiday mood....coz every1 ard me r havin exams.......quick....exam quick be over.....return my frens 2 me.....stop takin away all their precious time....in fact is wasting their precious time.....heeheez! oh well i tink im gettin all excited bout e upcoming holiday programmes.....meanwhile ive gotta nurse myself back 2 health......struggling wif a nose tts running away soon...veri irritated alreadi....
oh ya...deb's bdae now....jus struck my mind....havent got her any stuff yet....walked round PS todae but cldnt decide wat 2 buy...so in e end din bother buyin....tot myab treat her 2 a meal of smthg....aiya...after As shall c how la hor.....meanwhile i tink jus KIV lor.....jus now watched e almost finale of 'ren wo ao you'....aiyo....dumb plot.....so expected lor....den still try 2 get e viewers 'involved' by implementing some 'choose ur own ending' thingy......gosh.....pls try harder mediacorp.....simply CMI lor....e onli attractive thing bout 'ren wo ao you' r e swimmers and their swim strokes.....wow cool....i luv watchin dem do somersaults in e water coz i cant seem 2 do it myself.....hahahh.....determined 2 learn how 2......still tryin 2 find pple 2 teach me how...ahahha!! alrite la....i tink i wanna go rest liao.....tml still gotta gif MIA-ry mrng call btw 930-10am....and plus i also wanna go bowling at e club....geez....
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:30 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2004 wow....haf been having a rather slack week....most of e time out of e hse since last sunday leh...my dad haf been askin y im like so busy nowadays....e moment i wake up i go wash up n den im like out of e hse alreadi....of coz i haf been waking up at times after 12pm nowadays la....n my usual slpg time is like 3-4am......wah.....dis kind of lifestyle is SUPER SLACK....n i luv it! but den again....living such a carefree n slack life makes me kinda guilty occasionally when i actualli stop n tink wat ive been doin thru out e dae....somehow i feel tt sch is totalli out of e qns....its like no longer part of my life lor....ahahahah.....which makes me disgusted at e tot of sch next year......eeeyer....while all my frens can slack at home n go out....ive 2 slog like mad 4 e damn it As.....tot of it alreadi half sian liao lor.....haiz....watever la....wait till den shall c wat i can do bout it (actualli dere's nuthin much i can do bout it!) jus hope tt everything in sch will b a breeze 4 me next year since my foundation is alreadi strong.....jus gotta put in effort 2 build up my understanding 4 e subjects ba! den hopefully everything turns out well n fine....
aniwae.....went 2 expo wif my cousin n aunt todae......2 halls of john little sales......helped miary get her SB for onli 9 bucks....cheap isnt it.....but cldnt find e Pantene shampoo tt barney wanted....but den......i saw lotsa swimsuit which barney requested 4 me 2 keep a lookout 4 her....oh man....n my gdness.....i had 2 go take fotos of e swimsuits wif my HP 2 show barney....so paiseh lor......those pple walking past me tot im mad or crazy.....squatting in front of all e swimsuits n snapping shots of it instead of buying.....but heck....thick skin a bit n got done n over wif tt almost mission impossible....hahaha......den after tt we went down 2 paragon,orchard 2 haf a feast a sushi tei....wah...tt sushi tei outlet is realli beautiful.....e place gaf me a kind of high class feeling e moment i stepped in.....n we had 2 queue 4 20 mins b4 our turn came lor.....it was my aunt's treat 2 me 4 doin well 4 promos....hahahah......realli 'zhuan dao' lor....jus study a bit can get so mani rewards in return....hahaha! ate until my tummie almost went BURST.....CMI....veri veri full....den had 2 walk walk ard orchard 2 digest my food......so went taka 2 look at christmas gift......wah....veri 'mei' lor....everything dere all so nice....i saw dis new stuffie toy.....e "nici" brand wan.....a grey polar bear...oh man...its so cute lor......n soft n huggable....but gosh...it cost a bomb......e size tt i like cost $44.90......so damn ex......hahahah....but i wun mind if its a christmas gift....."hint hint".....ahahhahha! ive had lotsa gr8 gifts in mind liao.....but still waitin 2 work n get e money den i'll immediately go buy those gifts yea! aniwae....i had a gr8 dae out todae la....shop, eat, see, eat, see, buy, see.....wah......life at dis rate is realli fun.....heeheez!
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:30 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004 heehee.....'ren wo ao you' wif ping n linli at bishan was quite fun todae....though i drank lotsa water tryin 2 do somersaults in e water coz i tot being able 2 do tt looks quite zai....hahha! however failed attempt...even wif e assistance of 2 pple tryin 2 push me.....guess it was too much of a challenge le! quite paiseh also la.....e stoopid lifeguard was staring at us......guess he mus b tinkin wat r dis 3 gals tryin 2 do......dunno where 2 hide my face also la....ahahha! weather wasnt veri cooperative....it rained n stopped when i arrived......den while i was swimming...it started drizzling again...but stopped soon after n den e sun came out.....darn it.....tt was like time 2 leave e pool alreadi lor.....
now here's e interesting part.....linli n i force ping 2 go bathe 1st coz of her infamous long bath....while e both of us continues soakin in e water......so slightly more den 5 mins later.....we left e pool n went bathroom 2 bathe.....linli n i went in......alreadi took our veri own sweet time.......(i even took twice e amt of normal time i bathe in public pool toilet!).....n congrats.....libing still havent out of e toilet when we were stoning outside for more den 5 mins le! tts wat i realli call slow......poor libing....eat n bath time also below average timing....i guess onli watch tv den wun haf lag time....
alrite......den went 2 eat at J8 Mos wif libing......happily entertained ourselves wif a copy of 8 days each.....(cover pg is 'ren wo ao you' stars leh)......eat till almost 5pm den when hm le......cannot make it....too much chlorine water into my eyes.....came home n slp till 9 plus...so dead tired lor.....n now my whole body feels hot....not warm...its hot!! haiyo...tml still got walk n jog event in church.....dunno wanna go or nt leh.....haf been veri busy 4 e past 4 days......everyday out of e hse....i need time 2 complete my holz GP assignM lor.......i tink betta nt cum online so often le....mus go do work.....cannot slack overboard......if nt later bcum habit i next year jialat lor....alrite.....'dao chi wei zhi'...i shall go do sum GP 1st b4 i dive into my bed n continue slpg! nitez every1.....
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:23 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004 sumtimes i realli wonder wat e heck i wan in my life...its amazing 2 look at e wae i handle my flickered mind...or isit jus a woman ting...tt gals jus haf a problem wif being decisive..haiz...got e results of e S paper application todae in sch...im offered S paper in History next year...hmmm...wasnt realli so happie as i tot i wld be....jus accepted e fact like it was kinda expected...or isit e initial xcitement of doin S paper 4 hist died off...was my decision jus on impulse? do i realli wanna do a S paper....i realli dunno....im beginning 2 feel i jus applied 4 fun...now tt its confirmed n i feel weird....shucks....so irresponsible of me.....wat am i realli up 2....oh man...i dun understand myself well enuf isit huh? does any1 noe wat im doin? mayb onli God noes....haiz....im like tinkin of all e reasons of y i wanna do hist S paper....wat happens if i dun do well in my S paper....wun it reflect badly on my A levels cert....yucks...i dun wan tt 2 happen leh....but mayb i shld jus try n make e best out of it.......(c wat i mean...flicker-minded!!!)
im nt sure of im ready 4 e challenge of doin a S paper...isit coz of my recent academic performance tt made me complacent of my abilities.....or do pple call it self confidence in a more positive manner i shld sae....dunno leh.....jus in a state of dilemma.....wat e heck lor......i tink im tinkin a bit 2 much again....always also like tt....worryin 4 dis n tt....at e end of e dae onli God noes.....hmmmm......mayb i shld nt keep planning 4 wats alreadi planned out in my life by God....so sorrie 2 sae i still always doubt n wonder tings like ..."wat if dis happens....." or "wat if it dun happen e wae i wan".....mayb my faith is nt strong enuf....yar mayb....guess i mus learn how 2 trust God more hor....yar.....i tink i shld....
ok racheal lam......GO 4 IT....!!
hmmm....back 2 todae.....was supposed 2 b watchin a movie wif ivan n alvin...but i cancelled it last min yest nite coz barney sae she needed my pair of eyes 2 help her wif 3D trigo.....so ok lor...forgo movie...fren in need more impt la...so i went 2 sch at 11am todae....gaf barney her mrng call n 9am n i happily went back 2 slp again.....lazy bum...haha!! so tts y i onli reached sch at 11 lor....overslept obviously...wah.....damn slpy in sch....kept yawning wif libing.......did sum econs tys revision.....helped libing wif her maths......(barney din even make use of my eyes la!)....ate chicken rice 4 lunch n additional half a pack of fried hokkien mee...by sharing wif e food-obsessed barney due 2 stress.....ahahahh! basically was jus a dae of work n tokin usual crap...but i did enjoy a dae wif all in sch todae.....being wif u all is alreadi gd enuf 2 attract me 2 sch....hahha....4 those whu hu me will noe i get veri happie wif e smallest tings......barney calls dem 'cheap thrills' but den 2 me its gd enuf...i dun ask 4 more.....jus a little more time spent wif my fellow A6-ians is enuf le....heez! oh ya....miary dedicated song 2 us on perfect 10 dis aftn.....so lame lor....cheeky's name was pronounced as "MIKE" instead of "MIC".......so officially introducing my new classmate...."MIKE ONG" (private joke! hahah!)...but thanks miary.....so nice of u......hmmm...on e whole i concluded was a well spent dae in sch though i din do much...ahhaha!
& Monokuro Boo ;
1:00 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2004 whoa....busy week indeed......all started wif being involve in church youth leader's meeting on sundae...got involved in quite a number of big commitments...alrite....big enuff 4 me liao...i mean i jus started joining e youth leaders'....a sudden amt of workload being passed on 2 me....wah...felt quite gd n worried at e same time...well...shall c how it goes lor....God will lead e wae n my fellow youth leaders will help me out ba!
realli did lotsa holz revision during dis whole week...esp maths.....do until peng lor...wah lau.....but i completed e whole topic on P & C le....help barney revise her maths...den shun bian do lor....hmmm...econs too...i completed my holz assignM le....yeay! so happie lor......holz assignM completed b4 holz even cum....gr8 sense of satisfaction...can den spend e rest of my holz 2 revise on dis year's work plus ownself read up on next year's work.....dis is 2 ensure tt im a few steps ahead of e others......i noe it sounds rather psychotic...but tts e fastest n most efficient wae tt i can tink of 2 score distinctions 4 e big As ma....cannot afford 2 waste time.....plan 2 switch 2 full blast on my engine after CNY next year....
well aniwae away frm sch work.....ive been quite deprived of slp dis few daes...rushin here n dere....veri tired...ARGH.......but also gd...keep my mind off tings.....veri veri busy....aniwae heard lots bout e A level GP paper tt sux veri badly apparently...well guys...dun tink bout it liao la...its over le...jus focus on e papers u haf ahead of u....no point broading over GP le.....i believe everything will turn out fine.....jus keep gg...dun gif up.......SHOW UR FIGHTING SPIRIT....esp 2 my fellow A6-ians....ahahhah! jia-you....u all can do it de......i seriously cant wait 4 A6 class chalet 2 cum.....7th-9th dec......we all r gonna haf some real fun together....yesh!!!
kk aniwae im veri caught up wif maths n uploading fotos now.....till i blog again next time.....cya!
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:59 AM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004 a fren...or mayb i shld sae an ex-schmate of mine...into ICU n down wif cancer....its sad...its tragic...tot i wldnt be affected much...but i was wrong....though we were nv close...let alone tok much....but i felt smthg todae when i visited him in ICU....intro myself n ensure he noes wats goin on ard him....n he merely responded wif a blink of his eyes 2 acknowledge out presence....i suddenly felt so lost in a sense....i mean less den a year ago....still kickg n alive...so healthy young fella....now lying dere in ICU.....totalli a different person i noe.....wat can i sae....life is realli unpredictable....its fragile....its precious in my eyes......i finalli truly understood wats called cherish e pple ard u 4 u may lose dem...u'll nv noe.....i noe how it feels....i realli finalli noe...tell e ur dear ones how much u luv dem b4 its too late....
dear God....i haf so mani qns in my head 4 u...i dunno wat u r planning but i do trust n believe tt watever u do happens 4 sum reason....i jus pray so hard tt u lift my poor fren out of e misery he is in now....watever e outcome is....even if it means 2 bring him into ur presence.....i hope 4 e best 4 him....dun let him suffer.....its gg 2 b painful 4 his loved ones....jus pray tt u gif tt family e support 2 help dem pull thru dis tough times....
to all of my ever dear frens n family out dere...i jus wanna take dis chance 2 tell u how i much i cherish u.....seriously i dun wanna regret 4 being nt able 2 sae how much i luv u...thank u so much 4 being dere 4 me when i needed u 2...thank u 4 standing by me through tough times....guess my tough time isnt tt tough afterall...but without ur constant encouragement n support...i wldnt haf made it thru...THANK U.......n luv yar lots.......
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:36 AM
