Wednesday, November 03, 2004 a fren...or mayb i shld sae an ex-schmate of mine...into ICU n down wif cancer....its sad...its tragic...tot i wldnt be affected much...but i was wrong....though we were nv close...let alone tok much....but i felt smthg todae when i visited him in ICU....intro myself n ensure he noes wats goin on ard him....n he merely responded wif a blink of his eyes 2 acknowledge out presence....i suddenly felt so lost in a sense....i mean less den a year ago....still kickg n alive...so healthy young fella....now lying dere in ICU.....totalli a different person i noe.....wat can i sae....life is realli unpredictable....its fragile....its precious in my eyes......i finalli truly understood wats called cherish e pple ard u 4 u may lose dem...u'll nv noe.....i noe how it feels....i realli finalli noe...tell e ur dear ones how much u luv dem b4 its too late....
dear God....i haf so mani qns in my head 4 u...i dunno wat u r planning but i do trust n believe tt watever u do happens 4 sum reason....i jus pray so hard tt u lift my poor fren out of e misery he is in now....watever e outcome is....even if it means 2 bring him into ur presence.....i hope 4 e best 4 him....dun let him suffer.....its gg 2 b painful 4 his loved ones....jus pray tt u gif tt family e support 2 help dem pull thru dis tough times....
to all of my ever dear frens n family out dere...i jus wanna take dis chance 2 tell u how i much i cherish u.....seriously i dun wanna regret 4 being nt able 2 sae how much i luv u...thank u so much 4 being dere 4 me when i needed u 2...thank u 4 standing by me through tough times....guess my tough time isnt tt tough afterall...but without ur constant encouragement n support...i wldnt haf made it thru...THANK U.......n luv yar lots.......
& Monokuro Boo ;
12:36 AM
