Wednesday, December 15, 2004 sighz...i will b leaving spore 4 ipoh tml nite at 9pm...4 those of u hu noe...im gg 4 mission trip...heez...i shld b feelin xcited n happie now but im not leh...though its jus 4 a short 10 days but i tink i'll miss so mani tings n pple back here in spore....i suddenly dun even feel like gg 4 mission....y arh?!? i tot was realli anticipating 4 dis dae 2 cum...finalli can leave spore 4 good...but den now tt its tml...i jus dun feel like gg coz i tink i'll realli miss my frens...i'll miss my family...n i'll miss all e msn n sms too.....haiz......wat a flicker mind i haf....mayb its coz i suddenly feel tt gd byes mite not be a preparation 4 e next hello afterall....
wif e sad demise of a teacher frm my sch....i suddenly haf e sickening tot in my head..."wat if i dun make it back too?!?!" i noe its like "touchwood" but den WAT IF....i still wanna c all my frens n family again...its like e sudden tot tt i'll miss dem terribly if i wun get 2 c dem again......sigh....WTH....y am i tinkin so much......i tink God will b wif us along e wae up 2 ipoh.....i noe He will b taking care of us coz we're under a mission 4 Him rite....ya tink so!
oh well....mayb all dis r jus pre-overseas trip blues....i shld get over all dis by e time i get real busy in ipoh....i hope i can get 2 learn more tings thru dis mission trip....i wanna c wat i can do 2 mayb sae change e lives of others...hahaha....or mayb change myself 4 e better?!?! oh well....jus c la....i also hope 2 b able 2 get real nice gifts 4 my frens.....c la....not nice den dun buy lor.....hmmm...im tryin 2 get e whole "i will miss u' tot outta my head......ARGH......its agonising indeed........oh well FORGET IT........"I TINK I WILL REALLI MISS SO MANI MANI PPLE N TINGS!!" duhz....hopefully tings bcum better.........wellz wellz....
& Monokuro Boo ;
11:01 PM
Sunday, December 12, 2004 well....another typical dae of mine...now at my cousin's hse,,,jus finished baking cookies....it taste quite gd actualli.....tot it wld b a flop....aniwae so glad tt e baking session ending b4 2pm.....later i gg shppg 4 heels....yar heels.....oh God ,,,,y am i even in heels in e 1st place.....i bo bian....need 2 wear formal....yest i was walkin ard e DMK shop at PS in heels tt were 1 inch high....veri hard 2 balance can.....so not used 2 it lor....but my frens sae mus learn.....so okie lor....mayb its nt a bad ting afterall.....learn hw 2 b feminine......actualli until now my tot is still YUCKS.......im scaring myself actualli,,,,i mean all my life ive been on FLAT grounds lor.....den now suddenly ask me stand on higher grds veri weird lor.....hmmm......mayb im not walking alone,,,,,sooner or later mus learn also.....so start now ba.... but i dun dare wear out la....hahahahah....well whu cares nayb sooner or later i will get use 2 it ba.....aniwae i came across dis super nice christian song.....its called "you will never walk alone"......so dis is how it goes...
Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And he'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember where ever you may
Jesus knows your joy,
Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully
& Monokuro Boo ;
1:47 PM
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11:20 PM
Monday, December 06, 2004 Oh well..wat a tiring dae..went 4 mic's chalet yest evening n came home dis mrng feeling shagged coz we slept at 5am! but I still went down 2 town wif deb n shuying coz I needed 2 find a skirt..YAR A SKIRT..i need a more formal skirt 4 mission coz got a svc 2 attend over at M'sia..so in e end went down 2 Forever 21 at Wisma 2 get myself a skirt! actualli its not bad leh..i tink quite nice..moreover it fits me so nicely..n plus its so affordable too! though I paid 43 bucks but im happie leh..now I lack a proper feminine slip-in sandals 2 go wif tt skirt!! wow hoh!! dis is so NOT ME..wearing all e ‘gu niang’ stuff..oh well..guess its time 2 stop wearing so mani shabby n tomboyish clothes..hahaha..nvm bout me!! guess im jus tired n mind not functioning properly..wow..tml is class chalet liao..quite xcited actually..waited so long 4 dis..finalli can like ALMOST gather every1..i really hope those whu I wan dem 2 stay will stay over..afterall its not like everyday we can get together overnite ma..so im really praying hard bout it..well aniwae tml is gg 2 b an extremely early dae..wah sian liao..mus wake up at 7am 2 go meet grandma at e market 2 help her wif e marketing stuff..coz I wan her help me make curry chicken so I mus help her lor..den meetin libing n sanie n pet at pasir ris mrt control station at 1pm tml aftn den we go get e BBQ stuff together lor..n at 230pm shld check in 2 e chalet..tink I go dere nap awhile first..if not I surely can faint liao!! tink wun really haf time 2 blog e next few daee le
Oh ya!! i came across dis paragraph frm dis Christian calendar thingy n it really struck me..dis is how it goes.."We have no idea what great things God wants to do through us if we will just step out in faith when He asks us to. That's why He lets us go through some difficult times. Times when we feel weak and vulnerable. He allows certain things to happen so that we will turn to Him and give Him our full attention. It's in those times, when we are forced to pray in greater faith, that our faith grows stronger."..after reading dis my mind was filled wif e tots about my own life..well I tink looking back at whatever tt had taken place in my life..good or bad (in my own terms)..mayb e bad dun really seem as bad afterall..no doubt i kept relating e whole issue back 2 my extra year in college..well I guess it was really bad initially but things got betta..it wasn't tt bad afterall..ya la..i was really depressed n sad initially coz I tot I had lost everything overnite..i tot I was a total failure jus coz of my foolishness in tinkin tt I can pass promos w/o studying properly..yupz..I was wrong..veri wrong..n basically I jus wanted 2 gif up on everything..including my own life..but den again..tt was when I ran 2 God n indeed He proved His faithfulness..as always..guess I was jus foolish in e past tinkin tt God did not matter in my life..leaving Him entirely outside my life..BUT im so glad tt He is back in my life again..thank God 4 blessing me wif wonderful parents..n most importantly..wonderful friends..whu haf nv forsaken me in times of adversity..thank you so much..oh well y am I getting all emotional here..ya I tink its fatigue tt is overcoming me..tink betta go rest n get ready 4 tml's chalet..oh well..tts about it..yupz..
& Monokuro Boo ;
9:24 PM
Saturday, December 04, 2004 phew....had a rather busy dae....intended 2 blog yest but like no time coz i was busy learning how 2 do up a nice blog....so here i haf....a nicer blog den e last....at least i tink its so much cuter too....realli no joke learning dis HTML ting....wah kaoz....almost went bonkers yest.....do until about 3plus in e mrng.....but a gr8 sense of satisfaction upon completion...at least i learnt smthg new 4 e benefit of myself n YOU.....u shld noe whu u r....hahaha....hope tt i din disappoint YOU alrite...tried my best though.....but mus understand la....im not computer-savvy neither HIGH tech so can crap up wif smthg like tt over nite is alreadi considered a miracle somehow u c.....
aniwae i had a more busy day yest den todae.....went 2 sentosa in e mrng wif e RCY gang 2 sun tan....din wanna go but mic insist so bo bian den go lor....was dere frm 10am-1pm....den we left coz it started drizzling.....deb,mic n sai went shppg at suntec 4 sum prom stuff i tink....amc went home 2 study 4 her SATS which is on 4/12...dis sat i tink.....n den i left all of dem 2 go meet barney 2 sing ktv.......aniwae gotta realli sae tt K-box is so much betta den K-ster......not onli dey haf all e latest songs.......e staff dere r much betta looking n somehow k-box feels so much better also la.....2pm-7pm.....singing ktv....me din get 2 sing as much COMPARATIVELY......coz de-barney always haf 1 whole row of songs 4 herself 2 sing....i go toilet cum back still her song.....can jus rot dere n stare at e ms 'buay pai seh'....wat irritated me e most was when its finalli my song....dunno wat she press on e remote.....e tv switched 2 dunno wat mode also...n den 'pom' my song was gone....skipped 2 next song.......congrats 2 me.....din get 2 sing my 'bao you wo' by zhang zhi chen......wah kaoz.......indeed is 'bao you wo' lor.....
oh ya...we actualli found out tt sprite can b served wif lemon too....k-box offers a drink tts called 'sprite lemon'...n barney was rather shock at 1st when she heard smthg like tt......den she ask me got hear wrongly not......so we kinda decided 2 order 2 c if its true....n yar....it realli existed....ahahhaha....dunno how it tasted...ask barn barn....she drank e whole ting...sing so much of coz la.....how can b not thirsty rite?!?!? well....we basicalli sang till bout 720pm den left....cheat dem 20 mins also happie...coz e stoopid waiter din return me change so we wait n wait while we sing n sing...actualli not WE SING la...hahahaha....in e end decided 2 go find him back 4 e change.....after tt go hougang mall walk walk n had dinner at macs AGAIN.....no choice...dunno eat wat also lor....me reached home at bout 930pm i tink......n was kinda stuck 2 learning how 2 redo blogs till e wee hours of e mrng......
todae woke up onli at bout 2pm i tink....lunch was skipped as i was nt hungry....daddy took my uncle's car 2 send their whole family 2 cruise holiday.....n i tagged along la....went 2 sam's hse in e aftn 2 help her wrap sch books den went 4 dinner at mountbatten food centre at ard 8 plus....wif gma,mum,dad,e-ma n sam........gr8 food...satisfied wif a full table of satay,chicken wings,hokkien mee,wanton mee,hor fun,fried kway teow n e superb complement of soursop drink.....wow.....tinkin of it jus makes me hungry again....after tt we drove all e wae up 2 mount faber which is near my hse 4 nite walk....wah.....tt place changed quite a lot....veri long din go dere......nice nice...but i tink we kinda disrupted e peace tt was meant 4 couples instead of 1 big grp of pple like us...hahahaha....reached home at bout 1030pm......all in all...i had gr8 fun 4 dis 2 days.......so much so tt im beginning 2 feel so slack....tink i had betta hit e books soon......if not i 4get everyting den is congrats 2 me next year....i tink i'll b bringing some notes along 2 mission trip...can study when im on e bus.....in dis way not so guilty conscience la......yupz...basically tts about it......
& Monokuro Boo ;
2:11 AM
