Monday, December 06, 2004 Oh well..wat a tiring dae..went 4 mic's chalet yest evening n came home dis mrng feeling shagged coz we slept at 5am! but I still went down 2 town wif deb n shuying coz I needed 2 find a skirt..YAR A SKIRT..i need a more formal skirt 4 mission coz got a svc 2 attend over at M'sia..so in e end went down 2 Forever 21 at Wisma 2 get myself a skirt! actualli its not bad leh..i tink quite nice..moreover it fits me so nicely..n plus its so affordable too! though I paid 43 bucks but im happie leh..now I lack a proper feminine slip-in sandals 2 go wif tt skirt!! wow hoh!! dis is so NOT ME..wearing all e ‘gu niang’ stuff..oh well..guess its time 2 stop wearing so mani shabby n tomboyish clothes..hahaha..nvm bout me!! guess im jus tired n mind not functioning properly..wow..tml is class chalet liao..quite xcited actually..waited so long 4 dis..finalli can like ALMOST gather every1..i really hope those whu I wan dem 2 stay will stay over..afterall its not like everyday we can get together overnite ma..so im really praying hard bout it..well aniwae tml is gg 2 b an extremely early dae..wah sian liao..mus wake up at 7am 2 go meet grandma at e market 2 help her wif e marketing stuff..coz I wan her help me make curry chicken so I mus help her lor..den meetin libing n sanie n pet at pasir ris mrt control station at 1pm tml aftn den we go get e BBQ stuff together lor..n at 230pm shld check in 2 e chalet..tink I go dere nap awhile first..if not I surely can faint liao!! tink wun really haf time 2 blog e next few daee le
Oh ya!! i came across dis paragraph frm dis Christian calendar thingy n it really struck me..dis is how it goes.."We have no idea what great things God wants to do through us if we will just step out in faith when He asks us to. That's why He lets us go through some difficult times. Times when we feel weak and vulnerable. He allows certain things to happen so that we will turn to Him and give Him our full attention. It's in those times, when we are forced to pray in greater faith, that our faith grows stronger."..after reading dis my mind was filled wif e tots about my own life..well I tink looking back at whatever tt had taken place in my life..good or bad (in my own terms)..mayb e bad dun really seem as bad afterall..no doubt i kept relating e whole issue back 2 my extra year in college..well I guess it was really bad initially but things got betta..it wasn't tt bad afterall..ya la..i was really depressed n sad initially coz I tot I had lost everything overnite..i tot I was a total failure jus coz of my foolishness in tinkin tt I can pass promos w/o studying properly..yupz..I was wrong..veri wrong..n basically I jus wanted 2 gif up on everything..including my own life..but den again..tt was when I ran 2 God n indeed He proved His faithfulness..as always..guess I was jus foolish in e past tinkin tt God did not matter in my life..leaving Him entirely outside my life..BUT im so glad tt He is back in my life again..thank God 4 blessing me wif wonderful parents..n most importantly..wonderful friends..whu haf nv forsaken me in times of adversity..thank you so much..oh well y am I getting all emotional here..ya I tink its fatigue tt is overcoming me..tink betta go rest n get ready 4 tml's chalet..oh well..tts about it..yupz..
