Wednesday, December 15, 2004 sighz...i will b leaving spore 4 ipoh tml nite at 9pm...4 those of u hu noe...im gg 4 mission trip...heez...i shld b feelin xcited n happie now but im not leh...though its jus 4 a short 10 days but i tink i'll miss so mani tings n pple back here in spore....i suddenly dun even feel like gg 4 mission....y arh?!? i tot was realli anticipating 4 dis dae 2 cum...finalli can leave spore 4 good...but den now tt its tml...i jus dun feel like gg coz i tink i'll realli miss my frens...i'll miss my family...n i'll miss all e msn n sms too.....haiz......wat a flicker mind i haf....mayb its coz i suddenly feel tt gd byes mite not be a preparation 4 e next hello afterall....
wif e sad demise of a teacher frm my sch....i suddenly haf e sickening tot in my head..."wat if i dun make it back too?!?!" i noe its like "touchwood" but den WAT IF....i still wanna c all my frens n family again...its like e sudden tot tt i'll miss dem terribly if i wun get 2 c dem again......sigh....WTH....y am i tinkin so much......i tink God will b wif us along e wae up 2 ipoh.....i noe He will b taking care of us coz we're under a mission 4 Him rite....ya tink so!
oh well....mayb all dis r jus pre-overseas trip blues....i shld get over all dis by e time i get real busy in ipoh....i hope i can get 2 learn more tings thru dis mission trip....i wanna c wat i can do 2 mayb sae change e lives of others...hahaha....or mayb change myself 4 e better?!?! oh well....jus c la....i also hope 2 b able 2 get real nice gifts 4 my frens.....c la....not nice den dun buy lor.....hmmm...im tryin 2 get e whole "i will miss u' tot outta my head......ARGH......its agonising indeed........oh well FORGET IT........"I TINK I WILL REALLI MISS SO MANI MANI PPLE N TINGS!!" duhz....hopefully tings bcum better.........wellz wellz....
& Monokuro Boo ;
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