Monday, January 17, 2005 wow...3rd week of sch...basically zombified..not coz i did lotsa self study at home...guess its coz i went shppg e whole of sunday...n sat was also gone coz was my paternal GM bdae...dis weekend din do anything constructive...feel realli guilty bout it...im supposed 2 b mugging my weekends away....but still like not veri into e momentum of mugging yet...sch todae was rather bad....i fell aslp in both econs n GP lect...oh man...i felt so lethargic...n i realli cldnt help it...i realli wanna stay alert but i cant take it....simply 2 restless...stoopid econs tokin bout money...damn sian lor....lecturer also monotone....but 1 gd news is tt im no longer takin PE lessons....coz i will b getting a long-term MC dis wed 2 excuse myself frm fitness test....n tt wld mean NO MORE PE 4 me.....wahahaha...cant wait man.....so dis wed im not gg 2 attend sch coz i need 2 wake early 2 b at e polyclinic 4 my long awaited MC....
hmmm...also had my 1st history 's' paper lesson wif TCP todae...wow....had e feelin of sum 'exclusive' lessons indeed....but obviously dere's a price 2 pay la....had 2 stay till 4pm n plus hafta sound learned dere too....i was like giving e 'wat e heck' look half e time...esp when TCP ask me wat r my views on Historiography...oh gosh.....chim word rite.....i tink its e study of 'wat is history' kinda term.....my fellow history 's' paper mates were indeed an impressive lot....though dere is onli e 4 of us....dere's dis particular guy whu is like super pro.....all e books he read n all tt he noe of history....made me believe tt he actualli read every single hist text in e sch library.....somehow i was awed yet a little inferior too.....once tt person start giving his opinion....i tink my point of view sounds so dumb in comparison to his higher order tinkin ans......i tink its time tt i shld read up more too...i cant lag behind e others so much.....i somehow feel tt im mite nt cope veri well wif 's' paper...dunno leh...jus a feelin....its nt like im super pro in hist or wat....i feel tt my standard is jus kinda average...nt tt outstanding either.....oh wellz....takin e 's' paper was jus 4 experience sake.....not so much of dying 2 get a scholarship actualli....so mayb i will jus enjoy e journey instead of get stress over it.....
i realli cant wait 4 fridae 2 cum.....so dere's no need 2 go 2 sch....i also wish tt CNY will cum soon...so tt i can b rich again...ahahha....aniwae...time 2 get back 2 my tutorials.....till i blog again....
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