Sunday, January 23, 2005 haiz....down todae....not happie doin wat im doin....reason being i dunno y.....jus went swimming in e aftn wif ivan at e club again....dis time wif e sun.....ok...at least i did smthg i wanted 2 do todae....but now im feelin so drained out by e scorching sun n im emitting lotsa heat too....jus dun feel like doin anything constructive tonite...i noe im supposed 2b revising or at least reading smthg n not waste all my time stoning e nite away.....but i jus cant seem 2 get my hands moving...neither my brains 2 focus properly....mayb im losing momentum alreadi....i dunno.....but im determine 2 pick it up soon....i jus need a break frm all dis routines....ive been sayin dis over n over again...but nv seem 2b able 2 realli put my pen down n take a gd rest.....watched a little tv jus now frm 6-8pm.....actualli e tv isnt realli tt uninteresting afterall....mayb im jus 2 deprived of watchin tv 4 a long time till e extent tt i lost total contact wif e media...except mayb e radio.....so i guess tonite will b a gd chance 4 me 2 jus sit n throw all work aside n jus WATCH TV or surf e net....or mayb chat online....even stoning wld b a gd choice....jus no work.......all work n no play makes me a dull gal.....yupz....set...i shall abide 2 dis tonite....jus 4 tonite onli......heeheez...!!
& Monokuro Boo ;
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