Tuesday, February 15, 2005 *drop dead*...finalli after 2 weeks im free 2 blog again...so tired 2 pick myself up 2 sch dis mrng...coz i slept at 4am yest due 2 e heavy econs workload...darn it...it was V dae yest n i still had 2 do work...went out wif my clique of sec sch frens 4 an 'all gals nite out'...in other words is called 'bachelorette date' in a nicer wae...not so nice den is called 'no date on V dae'...wahahaha...had loads of fun...we went 2 heeren's NYDC 4 a full course of dinner n practically tokin n laughing frm 7-10pm dere....long time since we caught up wif each other like tt as all of us r always so busy wif sch work, commitments n stuff....finalli full attendance 4 yest's gathering...ahhaha...past few daes of CNY was rather busy n tiring....i had fun though....wearing all my nice nice new clothes...was in skirt 4 almost 5 days....until when i wore jeans yest a bit nt used 2 it...but i felt much more comfortable coz can anyhow sit already....heeheez....
a few highlights 4 e past few weeks include all e mahjong sessions during CNY....had much much fun playing n of coz winning money....n all e ang pow collection simply brightens my dae....though dis year nt as much as e previous years...at least im glad money came in at e right time...recently ive been spending quite a lot on food at exclusive places like coffee club n NYDC....but i realli enjoyed myself a lot.....a veri fulfilling CNY indeed.....
yest V dae mission of delivering gift was indeed a highlight tt cannot b missed n neither wld i 4get.....wat crap did i get myself into by promising my director tt i wld deliver gifts 2 her long time crush which every1 noes about....(if u still dun haf a clue....my director is ah barn n tt crush is her burger)....i was darn M-barrassed standing outside e staffroom n din dare 2 pick up e fone 4 intercom....wat 2 sae if i had realli called burger....so i decided 2 get tutors whu were gg into e staffroom 2 help me...saw mrs jane chong n decided tt she wld b e rite candidate.......i realli wanted so much 2 run away after i asked mrs chong 2 get burger out of e staffroom...aiyo.....nv felt so nervous 4 such a long time....n worst of all he was nt my crush...i wasted my 1st personal delivery of a V dae gift on sum1 i dun even fancy...all 4 e fancies of a gd fren....WTH....is tt wat u call 'tts wat frens r 4'...or rather...'tts wat GOOD frens r 4'...or mayb in barney's term....'tts wat a PA is for'.....okie...once n 4 all i did it...i carried out e plan n succeeded....wah i tell u....shld haf seen tt burger's face.....he looked like i owe him....no...shld b barney owes him a gift leh....his expression din even suggest a hint of surprise element....he looked like he received so mani V dae gifts until he sian tt kind of face leh.....c already also feel like jus taking back e chocolate 2 eat it myself leh.....cant stand him.....i was practically throwing my face wif every word i sae.....shall nt elaborate here....if i cld dig a hole n bury my head inside i wld nt hesitate 2 do so lor....once n only once...im nt doin dis again....i promise man! phew...at least its all over...
oh wellz....as i dragged myself into sch dis mrng....i hated myself 4 doin tt....i began askin myself wat e heck am i doin in sch still when all my frens r already workg n earning big bucks.....oh wellz...i decided tt if im nt gg 2 justify my extra LONG year in sch...im gonna slap myself man....n so apparently i actualli made up my mind tt i wan 2 do so well in my big 'A's tt im gg 2 enter NUS wif a big bang.....im gonna outdo myself n make NUS invite me....nt me wanting 2 apply 4 NUS yea....sounds psychotic but i dun care.....time 4 showdown....i wanna prove 2 pple whu tinks i cant make it tt i can....n more importantly 2 e pple whu believed so much in me...i dun wanna let them down...n most importantly i wanna outshine myself....so watchit pple....get out of my way....im on e path 2 e uni in full speed n knocking down everything tts blocking me....nuthin will stop me...n i realli mean NUTHIN...25th feb will b D-day....my official A levels revision will start in full force n all e wae till e end of it all.....i cant wait 4 all dis 2 b over.... 
