Saturday, March 26, 2005 rachoo is tired n sad 2dae...coz ive been standing a lot wif onli support frm my right leg (left ankle sprained!).....haiz....its GD friday...n i dun tink its any GD 4 me......realli tired...woke up early in e mrng 2 fixed my left ankle....den it got bandaged so as 2 immobilise it....so walking proves 2 b quite a chore 4 me.....i tink i need double e time i take usualli 2 get frm 1 place 2 another....so sad!! den spent e whole aftn in church practicing 4 easter sunday...kinda tiring n frustrating when pple dun cooperate 2 get tings done.....so basicalli was a dae of standing n sitting n standing n sitting 4 me.....(more of standing though)...somehow i feel tt practice was making e song sound worst 2dae.....last practice still quite ok...jus tt dae everything sound so distorted n unpleasant lor!! haiz...mayb bcoz im tired n injured tts y.....sch is drawing near.....damn sian...i realli dun feel like gg back...wat am i 2 do....i cant b forever ponning sch also wat.....haiz.....7 months 2 go....quick la...i hate 2 attend sch coz i hafta face a bunch of irritating pple.....gd enuf 2 pist me off man!! mani nice individuals though...but jus 2 bad...we dun click...n i wun attempt 2 do so coz i find it a waste of time....aniwae whatever e case...i tink im jus cranky 2dae...ARGH.....a tired n injured person tends 2b a nutcase i guess....jus heard a new song on 933...shi wen bin's "wang bu liao"...oh gosh.....wonderful song...i simply luv it.....recommended 2 all yea....okie tts all 4 dis entry...im getting tired...b4 i get any crazier...i shld jus go n rest..... & Monokuro Boo ;
1:46 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2005 yippeeeeee.....e dreaded tests r over n ive reallie been enjoying myself since den....spent e whole yest aftn in chinatown wif barn at travel agencies...alrite...was a 'can-see-only-no-go' experience 4 me....so sad 2 c my fren gg holz but i cant go.....but den again...dere r always some ways out u noe....hahaha...i reallie wanna go hongkong n i wanna go dis june....i cant wait 4 nxt year 2 cum...2 long....its 2 gr8 a temptation 2 actualli wait.....so i dun care....im gg HK dis june too...yeay!! n mummy sae she'll ask daddy 2 pay 4 my trip as well as gif me money 2 spend....but tt means i wun haf year-end holz if i choose 2 go in june...but nvm...i wld rather go wif my frens den 2 go wif my parents i guess!!okie back 2 2dae....wah...e A6 gathering was real fun....though nt all turned up but at least somehow we got 2 catch up wif 1 another...went 2 fish & co 4 dinner n had fun reminiscing those daes in sch...all e rubbish n crap but it was reallie entertaining....okie somehow i got a new nick also....sounds rather 'nan ting' n all thanks 2 barney, long, tri-ner n xiaoshit.....its called 'la-zhut'.....pet came up wif e 'la-la' term over eating mussels......xiaoshit came up wif e 'zhut-zhut' nonsense 2 as a complement....so when barney puts dem together...it became 'la-zhut'...my new nick!! n of coz long is also known as 'al-fa-fa'....dun ask me y....coz its a long long story...heeheez...i had a gr8 time seeing all of u again.....mus keep in touch yea gals......i'll miss all of u till we meet again.....thanks 4 all e fun n laughter pple.....im lookg 4ward 2 e nxt outing!!okie now my left ankle hurts coz i tink i jumped ard in sch too much until i landed on e wrong angle n alas....my poor ankle got sort of disjointed....so i tink tml mrng i gotta wake early n go down 2 e sinseh 2 get it fixed....its been 5 daes tt ive tolerated wif e pain n discomfort....den after tt gotta rush down 2 church 4 easter concert practice......haiz....gd friday also no rest leh...sianz....but nvm...once n 4 all.....jus gotta get it done n over.....mayb wif a bandaged feet...hahaha....oh wellz..... & Monokuro Boo ;
11:56 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005 well well..i had e least peaceful nite of rest yest nite...or shld i sae earli dis mnrg...cldnt slp coz my mind dun wanna rest even as my eyes r dying 2 be shut! barnbarn..ur method of sheep-counting dun work anymore leh..i had 2 count until 5am den veri tired fell fast aslp...but e damn fact was tt 1 hr later at 6 i had 2 pick myself up frm bed 2 go sch 2 take e dreaded GP paper....alrite...back 2 e issue on GP paper...din haf much of a choice but 2 write on mass media again coz i kinda onli memorised e outline 4 e media qns....so i sorta twist n turn my facts n made it (or at least attempted to!) sound gd...aiya dunno la...paper 2 was a killer paper coz e stoopid passage was on globalisation....a topic tt i dreaded most....damn it AQ was horrible...but e funnie ting was tt i wasnt panicky at all...i jus stoned dere n tink veri hard 4 a long time....den i realised tt i haf no time alreadi...so wat do i do? anyhow write lor....jus like always....tt P,Q,R,S method tt i got frm professor barney yest nite seem 2 work a little coz at least tt was e onli ting i remembered bout wat i actualli need 2 do when im faced wif an AQ...tink i reallie screwed AQ big time...but heck la....im jus tired of GP...till nxt time den c how la...meanwhile e more i tink bout my hist paper tml...i get sorta worried...n wats worst is tt i havent been doin much maths since wed coz i spent almost all my time getting my S.E.A hist facts rite....aiyo...i hope tml's source-based qns dun screw me up....im realli depending on it 2 score...n pls pls pls...maths paper dun be 2 difficult until cannot solve...if nt i'll be in a state of depression tml.....okie....im jus waiting, anticipating, praying tt wed will cum....3 more obstacles 2 cross...in a twinkle of my eye n e snap of my fingers..... & Monokuro Boo ;
12:57 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005 ok i noe i shld nt b blogging n instead go n study...but im gettin so sick n tired of econs.....eeyer...i read, study, memorise all e key points, try 2 understand so much....but always end up in e exam hall...my mind goes blank!! ARGH..i hafta get distinction 4 econs n i dun reallie noe how 2 go about doin so..worst ting is coz of econs i havent started on histrory...n i onli haf 2 full daes left 2 save myself...oh gosh...dis situation is wat i dread most...i started revision early so as 2 avoid such a scene n alas! i still cant seem 2 move away frm such a tragedy....GP is gg 2 add on 2 my misery...tink im gonna start memorising essay outlines coz i dun haf time alreadi...i jus need 2 pass wif a C6 dis time round i'll be happie...nxt round den improve la...rite now gotta ensure tt i do well my 3 A level subjects...other tings r secondary...oh man.....God pls help me...i gotta do well...im jus praying hard n keeping my fingers crossed.... & Monokuro Boo ;
11:53 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005 crap man..im totalli brain freezed...exhausted and frustrated wif revising my work...sch is nt helpg at all...wif all e tiring lectures tt ive 2 put myself thru n also tt stoopid lawrence is making us do econs newspaper article EVERYDAY ...im totalli drained out....wats e rationale behind e article seriously? instead of making me wanna noe more n study econs more...im beginning 2 hate it....e resentment 4 econs is rising within me...its so sickenening....pple in class haf been ponning sch coz dey cant meet the demand of handing in an econs article every morning...n ive been working and slogging my guts out every nite 2 painstakingly complete an article so tt i wun get into trouble e next mrng....at e same time juggle revision 4 e upcoming block test of mine...ive decided nt 2 attend sch tml so as 2 'escape' handing in the article....i desperately need time 2 study 4 my block test....jus completed wif econs n havent started history, neither maths.... my entire march holz considered 2b gonesat(12/3): SOG easter practice (930am), NUS open hse (1-4pm), tertiary cell (5pm), english svc (715pm)sun(13/3): wild wild hunt exco meetg(1030am) & SOG easter practice (1pm)mon(14/3): Church Youth Retreattues(15/3): Church Youth Retreatwed(16/3): Church Youth Retreat (until 10am)thur(17/3): Church wild wild hunt 05 recce tripfri(18/3): Synergize Concert at Downtown Eastoh man...im totalli vexed over my hectic schedule tis march...totalli committed 2 church...n when i realli feel like pulling out i feel bad bout it....however i noe fully well tt its at e expense of my studies...i realli pray tt God will help me thru dis block test...im beginning 2 feel stifled by e increasing workload on my part n its getting difficult 2 breathe....nowadays i go 2 bed wif a stressed mind n notes on my hands...waking up n onli 2 realised tt i actualli clutched so tightly 2 my notes because i cant finish studyin....i dun get a peaceful nite of slp n hence resulting in my lethargy in sch everyday....research showed tt when a person do nt haf 36-44 hrs of slp per week...tt person's brain will function worser than another whu is drunk!! oh gosh...i tink i onli haf a pathetic 35 hrs a week....about 5 hrs each dae....im seriously stressed up....n 1st of all 2 solve all e problems...i need a gd rest....a full 10 hrs slp at least.....2 make up 4 all e loss....how am i suppose 2 last till e 'A's are here?!?! haiz...i feel like crying man...but can i afford e time 2 do so? mayb its even a waste of time 2 stop n cry.....sobx sobx....sad case!! & Monokuro Boo ;
8:57 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005 WAH...u noe wat...i seriously tink that there can b miracles when u believe...or even when u dun...e release of the A level results turned out 2b quite a celebration 4 me.....or at least 4 e pple ard me.....im jus totalli exhilarated 2b honest....nv ever....NEVER wld i expect e results 2b so gd....mayb u may tink im so easily contented...but its like wat a SIGHT lor.....pple whu haf never had an A pass in their papers actualli passed so well....im so darn proud of u all.....taikoh as it may seem.....but isnt every exam like tt!??!? on my blog's honour roll....i will hafta specially mention a few pple......1st on e list wld b aman....congrats dear...u did so well...im jus simply so proud of u...tt i realli dunno wat 2 sae...e moment i heard ur name being announced 2dae...i tot i was dreaming.....aman....u did urself justice once again...jus like always....barn barn....u r nxt....rachoo is so proud of u....i noe i sae dis so mani times alreadi....but i mus sae again la...cant help it....congrats...realli is congrats....u've never failed 2 amuse me.....looks like its now in ALL aspects...be it academic, lameless or act 'cuteness'....im totalli dumbfounded dis aftn...i din xpect tt u will top e class leh....u realli surprised me time n again....n jus like wat 'papa' sae...."I SALUTE U too".....coz of ur wonderful results....u've seriously made my dae too....i was realli hopin n prayin so hard tt u soar....n u realli did.....so now its time 2 return e promises i made 2 God......argh...okie...tts beside e point....aniwae....jia you in uni okie....i'll cya dere nxt year...."YEAY...i get 2b ur junior.....wahahaha...sounds young"!! barn barn......u FINALLI got sch 2 attend liao....arent u jus so happie?!?! (*fei-hua*)LI-BING....u r next.....wait..let me ask u a qns..."DO U BELIEVE IN MIRACLES?"....rem hor....u dun realli haf a choice NOW....wahahah....li-bing....congrats too....rachoo veri veri proud of u....mus teach me econs hor....TOP econs student in A6 leh.....'liao-bu-qi' leh....okie i dun care...u will teach me econs....i thank u 1st....wahahahahha.....li-bing....we dun get 2 c each other in Yale nvm....we'll c each other in NUS den....wahahahh......i promise 2 meet u dere nxt year.....so u go dere 'recce' 4 me 1st la.....den nxt time bring me go 'private' tour of ur NEW SCH okie!??!? heeheez...rachoo sees u dere den....okie....i cant tink of any1 else i need 2 congratulate yet on my blog's honour roll yet...so far tts all i haf....though no doubt in every exam....there r bound 2b those whu excel...like those pple i mentioned....n also sum tt dun do as well....but nvm pple....as long as u tried.....dere r mani chances n opportunities in life.....so either seize it or u dun.....if u choose 2 make e fullest outta it life....trust me...eventualli u will reap wat u sow....it a choice u make....dun get urself stuck wif fate....its jus a matter of time....i noe u need time....n dun worrie....u haf n will b given e time.....every1 deserves a 2nd chance...or even more...so dun b disheartened.....jus keep gg....JIA YOU pple.... & Monokuro Boo ;
12:54 AM
Thursday, March 03, 2005 gosh...im worried sick...as i walk ard sch 2dae...c all e stern look on e faces of e tutors...esp those tutors whu had J2 classes last year....e principal briefly reminded e sch bout tml's release of results....n i actualli stoned in my place 4 awhile....though none of my concern....im scared too...can u imagine....during staff contact all J2 tutors had an emergency meetin 4 e release of e A levels tml...basically e whole sch was in a solemn mood 2dae...i din haf mood during lunch either....wonder y am i so bo liao....also none of my business...as if i also takin results tml...BUT IM STILL ANXIOUS TOO......okie....i tink i mus calm myself down too....cannot like tt....im supposed 2b lendin support 2 my frens......if i also scared den how!! once again.....all e best 2 pple takin 'A's results tml....ive a date wif 4 of u tml b4 e release of ur results....(by now u all shld noe whu u r yea?!) so JIA YOU 4 all out dere...ive nuthin much 2 sae till tml cumes...... & Monokuro Boo ;
8:47 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005 alritez man...its time 4 e 'A's results 2b out...nt my 'A's results though but im equalli nervous coz it involves most of my frens....oh gosh...ive been anticipating since yest when e news was broadcasted....somehow i too felt a tingle of fear within my heart...cant explain y...jus worried n nervous 4 u pple too....nxt year dis time...my turn...but im nt so fortunate in a sense coz u all haf each other 2 face dis so-called 'dooms dae'....however i dun...so all of u whu r takin results dis fri...tink about it...at least u haf a bunch of frens whu r facing e same ting as u r....so hold on together n jus face it...be it gd or bad...oh wellz....im always here 2 lend support or even if necessary...a shoulder or a listening ear...i hope no need 2 lend anything la....coz i wan 2c all of my frens in uni...so pple....no sweatz....i'll b praying REAL HARD...or i've been praying real hard alreadi....i believe in miracles...do u? u shall witness 1 dis fri den!!esp out 2 barn barn, deb, sissie (a.k.a sai), aman, tara, my 'cousin' sharon, li-bing, bangkee, sanie, de-miar....jia you pple....mus b strong...n best of luck....i noe how u all r feelin now coz its jus another re-enactment of e 'O's...jus tt dis time more tension....my best wishes....u r nt alone yea....let us all await together....JIA YOU!! & Monokuro Boo ;
4:08 PM