Saturday, April 23, 2005 well....jus came home frm ikea wif mic n deb...had a veri fulfilling dinner which included my poached salmon, chicken wings n potato salad....wohoo...gr8 meal...*rubbing tummie*...heeheez!! veri tiring dae indeed...probably it was coz of e scorching sun...went out 2 meet barney n bangkee 4 lunch dis aftn...finalli bangkee got 2 receive her long awaitted present...n gdness i was so damn embarrassed by e pressie i got her...*shall not mention wat it is 2 avoid further embarrassment*...i dun expect her like it coz i dun like it leh....but dunno la...it was jus a moment of folly when i bought it...so sorrie bangkee if it wasnt up 2 expectations...my fault 4 nt putting in enuf effort 2 find a better pressie....i hope tt its e tot tt counts alrite....will make up 2 u during Christmas!! *sorrie*left 4 home at bout 3pm....pang-seh barney n bangkee who went 2 PS....i reallie wanted 2 go too...but i had a history essay sitting at home waiting 4 me 2 complete....din wanna pangseh...but coz i had 2 meet deb n mic in e evening 4 dinner so i haf 2 sacrifice n go home n DO WORK....cant realli afford 2 leave it lying ard n i dun like e feelin of incomplete assignments....so barney...rachoo din wanna pang seh u n leave u wif bangkee....i haf my 'ku zhong' too....sorrie bout tt......im gettin a little lethargic bout sch work nowadays....guess mayb its coz i spent almost my whole sat aftn doin hist essay....as it has always been e same case.....readin history reallie makes me super depressed....coz of e nv ending pages tt nv fails 2 make me fed up....sigh...y did i take hist when i hate 2 read e content of it.....*contradicting*....apart frm sch work tt is keepin me mind filled.....another part of me suddenly cant stop tinkin of my dearest 'sis'.....hey sai...how r u doin? realli mish u....so long nv meet up wif u alreadi.....coz every of our clique meeting....u always fail 2 turn up wan lor.....got bf already no need frens already isit....try 2 make it 4 our gathering at least once leh...nt askin 4 much u noe....i noe u r kinda busy wif ur sch work n stuff....but i guess a tea or 2 wun take up much of ur time rite? aniwae he isnt always tt free rite.....gif us sum of ur time dear....read dis den u better gif me a call....sms is nt accepted u heard tt.....yupz...i'll be lookg 4ward 2 cya realli soon yea......hmmm...basically tts about it....im getting yawnie.....nitez nitez!! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Monday, April 11, 2005 yippeee.....rachoo is veri happie now....coz got lotsa songs 2 listen.....songs by twins, guang liang, david tao, yu heng...wow....all new wan leh.....courtesy of barnbarn who haf been sucha sweet darling 4 e whole nite.....patiently sending songs 2 me even though she hates facing e com....THANKS lotsa lotsa lotsa THANKS......so barnbarn can be a sweeter fren den me if she wans 2 u noe?!?! oh ya....rachoo got back common test final grades 2dae le......for e records....it will b as follows...Econs - CHistory - DMaths - EGP - C6not 2 bad i guess....gotta learn 2 b contented lor.....at least all 3 A level passes and moreover its onli e block test....still got mid years den prelims den e GRAND FINALE which is e big 'A's.....well ive gotta learn 2 take tings in my stride......n ive pretty much learnt how 2 do tt pretty well...at least on e surface la.....meanwhile rachoo is totalli 2 'into' listening 2 e gr8 songs tt barnbarn jus sent....cant realli be bothered wif other affairs....will study hard tml.......heehee....THANKS BARN! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Sunday, April 03, 2005 its indeed regrettable to sae tt i disappointed myself in dis 1st block test dis year...though it may seem like a small affair 2 mani out dere but i took dis seriously..it was a gadge i wanted 2 use 4 myself...n den...once again...i did nt perform up 2 standard...havent told daddy bout it...n i tink i hafta tink of a better way 2 release the news so as 2 save myself frm trouble....veri pist initially....den disappointment was e nxt emotion tt sets in....n den sadness filled my mind....n den a slight depression came upon......but HEY.....im nt letting dis get into my head......im gg 2 stand stand up strong again.....yes i needed sum time 2 get over all tt petty n self-centred affair.....n since i was realli devastated at a point...i decided 2 seek God 4 help.....n dere....it works....it reallie does...so now rachoo is gg 2 put e past behind her n strive 4 e better during e mids.....dis time round....im aiming 2 outdo myself.....coz im jus so tired of tryin 2 outdo others.....so mayb grades A,B,C for e mids wld be nice..... & Monokuro Boo ;
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