Sunday, April 03, 2005 its indeed regrettable to sae tt i disappointed myself in dis 1st block test dis year...though it may seem like a small affair 2 mani out dere but i took dis seriously..it was a gadge i wanted 2 use 4 myself...n den...once again...i did nt perform up 2 standard...havent told daddy bout it...n i tink i hafta tink of a better way 2 release the news so as 2 save myself frm trouble....veri pist initially....den disappointment was e nxt emotion tt sets in....n den sadness filled my mind....n den a slight depression came upon......but HEY.....im nt letting dis get into my head......im gg 2 stand stand up strong again.....yes i needed sum time 2 get over all tt petty n self-centred affair.....n since i was realli devastated at a point...i decided 2 seek God 4 help.....n dere....it works....it reallie does...so now rachoo is gg 2 put e past behind her n strive 4 e better during e mids.....dis time round....im aiming 2 outdo myself.....coz im jus so tired of tryin 2 outdo others.....so mayb grades A,B,C for e mids wld be nice..... & Monokuro Boo ;
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