Monday, May 30, 2005 alrite....e beginning of my june 'vacation'...a vacation tt requires me 2 go back 2 sch almost everyday of dis week....darn it!! cant seem 2 focus as well as i did during e march common test period....i wanna go out n haf fun...dun haf e mood 2 study leh!! oh gdness how la? cannot go on like tt!! i need 2 find e motivation 2 go on....n at double e speed too...am i realli sick of my study routines so much so tt i realli dun wanna continue it....ARGH!! *tearing my hair outta my head*perhaps dis week need 2 settle down....den nxt week start 2 drill myself wif econs n math....as for history i realli dunno how la....esp SEA hist....shucks lor...jus got back my SEA hist test paper n i got like 7/25.....wats worst is tt im nt sad about it....like kinda numb alreadi lor....fail until sian....2 e extent tt i dun even wanna care bout SEA hist le....coz its realli so damn boring n dry...n im nt doin anything about it...gosh!! save me sumbody but WHU?!? *crapz*...haiya....i tink i'll probably take e week after next to drill on hist.....*sobz sobz*hmmm....back 2 a more interesting thought....i wonder am i realli tt lousy in keepin surprises?!? ive been intending 2 get smthg 4 barney 4 her upcoming 19th bdae n ive alreadi keepin veri quiet about dis.....BUT HOW CUM barney will still find out b4 i tell her so....kaoz...nt fun wan lor...i realli got drop so MUCH hint until she can guess it rite meh.....perhaps i tink its jus her gut feeling tellin her so....but realli i dun tink its me rite.....aiyer...feel so naked when pple read my mind....wat e heck!!?!? so now wat? of coz is drop e plan la...barney insist 2 do so...mus listen 2 e bdae gal rite! yupz....so i actualli came up wif another nt so practical idea but veri much e same effect tt i intended 2 spring upon her....ahahahha....dis time i shall jus nt even mention it 2 anybody....jus me myself noe veri well wat it is!! havent check out e gift out though...shall find another dae 2 go shppg n get e gift as well as e veri nice heels i saw at charles & keith...yeay!! shppg is indeed gr8 fun!! but e great spore sales is disappointing...coz discounts 4 onli SELECTED ITEMS.....like tt how 2 buy until shiok rite! well aniwae i'll hafta go back 2 continue procrastinating and tink of e formation of e pressie im 2 get 4 barney!! *xcited* & Monokuro Boo ;
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