Tuesday, May 17, 2005 interesting as how tings can get....im seriously in a horrendous mood swing now....so wat actualli made me reach out 4 e daily devotion book across my study table outta a sudden?!...dunno also...jus a sudden desire 2 grab e book n read!...n as i flipped e pages....dis sentence caught my eye...."...surely I will be with you..."...Judges 6:16...God is with us in the fight and that's enough!well....God r u reallie dere? if so will u hold my hand today and every other day? as it seems.....im lost....in dunno where...i need You to guide me along....coz me alone...i guess i wun haf e courage 2 take big steps 4ward in2 an uncertain future of mine....many a times i noe ive been a smart aleck trying 2 plan ahead of wat u haf already planned 4 me...i noe veri well tt ive doubts n i dun realli put my trust into wat u haf installed 4 me....perhaps dis time is coz ive no way out.....im back 2 depending on u again.....dis shld nt b e way.....gosh.....wat a sinner i am...onli seeking God when i need Him...."...when we pray to Him about it, He will help us do just that..."God...if u r reallie onli a prayer away....cya dere..... & Monokuro Boo ;
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