Sunday, June 26, 2005 im sick...caught a cold frm those late nites revision i guess...den now my throat is sorta affected too...i feel im like a Pooh bear coz ive been drinkin lotsa honey 2 soothe my poor throat.....also veri irritated by by running nose n i cant focus properly coz it keeps dripping....tml will be GP paper n quite surprisingly im nt tt worried bout it....tink dis time round history will kill me...i jus got dis bad feelin tt i mite jus leave SEA history paper blank coz i did nt study.....when i sae did not study i realli mean i jus read essay outlines n perhaps try 2 crap up wif smthg sensible on e spot on tues mrng...well i realli need God 2 bless me man....realli placing my hopes on maths paper.....PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dun let anything bad happen 2 tt maths paper...as 4 now....im jus so drained out tt i shall jus go n slp....a bit early but nvm la....tml i shld feel better.....in a blink of e eye n e snap of e fingers.....friday (1st July) 5pm will b here in no time......n of coz tt marks e end of my mid-year exams....e last mid -year exams in my lifetime as a student.....*wonder shld i feel happie or sad for tt matter of fact?!?* & Monokuro Boo ;
9:00 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 i spent e entire aftn studying/revising european history...bad news is tt im SICK OF HISTORY so much so tt i dun wish 2 continue wif Southeast Asia history revision....good news is tt I FINISHED european hist....done n over wif...YEAY! maths completed, econs completed, european history completed....3 done n 1 more veri veri tough obstacle which is e damn it southeast asian history...wonder if i'll get started on it....nt intending 2 complete revision coz 2 me...tts a mission impossible....so i tink most probably, my SEA history is 2 Rest in Peace once again...a few of classmates msged/called me dis aftn 2 find out how i was getting on wif my revision....i do find sum comfort in knowing tt dey havent completed all revision...but tts jus 2 console myself a little....hence i decided 2 gif myself a little treat by watching LOTSA tv....hahaha...'tong xin yuan' was nice...i tink Dayang (Pierre Png) is so cute! ahah....but i enjoyed 'yuan lai jiu shi ni' on channel U e most.....it was damn funnie....helped me 2 de-stress a lot man! den i continued slackin e nite away by watching 'jiu wu zhi zun'...lame drama serial...tink i watched b4 sum years ago but 4got most of it so i decided 2 jus watch aniwae! hahahah! i realli enjoyed tv 2nite....quite an unbelievable fact i noe....but 4 once i tot watchin tv was fun! HAIYA....i tink im jus gg cranky....coz my mind is being stuck in e past la! i cannot sae im veri veri stressed....neither am i veri veri relaxed.....dunno wat kind of state im in....probably jus waiting 4 e days 2 pass me by.....1st JULY..im waiting 4 tt dae 2 cum....at least a temporary day of freedom frm books....well shall go rest so tt i can continue wif revision tml....SIANZ but wat 2 do.....God bless me! & Monokuro Boo ;
1:32 AM
Sunday, June 19, 2005 wow....jus came back frm church...had father's day celebration n we (my worship band called S.O.G aka Servants of God) leaded e whole congregation into worship 4 2 services...onli had a 30 min break in btw e 2 svcs....but e satisfaction of being able 2 lead e entire congregation into worshipping God is soooooo GREAT! felt tt ive recently nt been veri 'enthu' bout church...dunno y but e feeling and willingness jus died off....but i believe tt tings r gg 2 change 4 e better n ive been praying 4 God 2 touch me once again....bring tt passion n fire back....bring it on man! hahaha! aniwae at least 4 now...SOG events will tone down a little (I HOPE!) coz i realli need time 2 study 4 e 'A's.....im nt intending 2 tie myself down 2 too mani commitments frm now till e 21st Nov......so if necessary i tink i'll call 4 e long term break....at least till e end of my major exams.....alrite....as 4 now......i tink i still gotta a week 2 'pia' for e mid years....havent realli started history n i gotta go on full engine mode frm now onwards.....JIA YOU 2 MYSELF......n gd nitez 2 1 n all......aniwae....happie bdae 2 my dearest barney....u r finalli 19.....welcum 2 join e 19 league! ahahaha.... & Monokuro Boo ;
12:00 AM
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 darn it...its HOLIDAYS n i hafta be stuck STUDYING....shucks...which part of e definition of a holiday states tt studying is involved?!?! n congrats 2 me...i HAVENT STARTED on history....haf been telling myself 2 start revising history since e start of the june holz but tok onli no action leh! i jus cant seem 2 get my hands working on e stack of hist notes....esp e damn it SEA history...shld i jus do well 4 maths n econs n 2 hell wif history dis mid years? but like tt i tink i'll end up in hell during A levels!! ARGH ARGHH ARGHHH!!! oh dear God....pls help me 2 'taiko-ly' get a grade C 4 my history n i'll b contented liao la...cannot get anything less den a C if nt quite throw face la! hmmmm....grade A for maths, B for econs and C for history will be ideal....GP pass den can liao....ALRITE....as u can se...im basically crapping coz i DUN WANNA go n STUDY! damn it! (the above stated results r onli ideal for mid years..NOT A LEVELS!) A levels i wan at least AAC....best is AAA....a bit far....but its so far yet so near leh....okie la....shall work 2wards my ultimate perfect dream! wahaha!okie tink tts about it...gotta go hit e books now AGAIN! & Monokuro Boo ;
5:04 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005 well well....time realli flies...its e 2nd week into the june holidays n ive nt been able 2 take full control of my tine coz whatever tt i plan 2 revise isnt finished! gosh...its realli getting on my nerves n makin me veri stressed up n worried everytime i tink of my unfinished revision! haiz...mayb shld stop all my proscrastination n carry on wif revision wif greater determination and discipline!!okie...time 2 gif credit 2 barney 4 my cute cute new blogskin....somehow barney has been rather HIGH-TECH recently n keeps looking out 4 new blogskins 4 another revamp of her own blog...so dis explains how i actualli got a revamp 4 my blog too...apparently ms rebellious enjoys lookg out 4 blogskins during working hours and sending dem 2 me for viewing and comments....HOW INTERESTING yea?!? hahaha! n i dunno wats wif tt korean drama serial craze tt she's having.....(for more details go read her blog la!)....okie i mus also nt 4get 2 mention bout dis cute little BABY tt i met last week....he is my UNCLE's WIFE's BROTHER's son...kinda complicated but nvm....his name is wei en.....unofficial english name is called WAYNE.....oh my GOSH.....he is so cute....n cuddly...n i luv BABIES!! moreover he is simply adorable....even libing tinks so too rite!! basically now...his pic has bcum my msn display pic, my hp screensaver too...ahahahah! lookg at him jus make me haf e urge 2 cuddle him tightly coz he is jus too cute!! heeheez....okie im nt crazy neither am i psychotic!! tink i wld luv 2 haf kids nxt time....probably 3 will b good....dah....it will be NEXT TIME....hahaha....tink im missing little wei en now......alrite...i tink its time 2 go 2 bed coz tml gotta wake early 2 revise e damn it econs...crapz....!! & Monokuro Boo ;
3:01 AM
