Monday, July 25, 2005 hmmmm....hmmmm....HMMMMM....
so tired...so sick...so moody...kinda panicky...yet tryin so hard 2 act so indifferent....so wat am i exactly feelin 2dae...whu noes man?! probably its stress tt overcame me...or mayb lethargy or perhaps fatigue tts eating me up...sobz sobz...i wanna do so mani other tings like shppg...like holidaying...like playing mahjong...like gg 4 sun-tanning by e beach...like jus slackin ard n slpg till e sun shines on my butt!!! but how is tt possible when ive e BLOODY 'A's in 98 days time....i cannot go on like dis man.....proscrastinating n den 3/4 of my day usualli gone by den...havent started on tt dreaded part of history...i realli wanna get my straight distinctions....i noe i can do it...but if sum1 teach me how?!?! i guess i shld be e one askin 4 help perhaps....not pple askin me if i need help...now e problem is i also dunno wat i realli dunno...i tink i noe most of e stuff here n dere...jus nt veri sure n nt veri firm in my thoughts YET.....so mayb sum brushing up will do me gd......i tink i noe wat i realli need.....i need a serious BREAK frm sch.....probably 2-3 days......w/o any form of distractions....w/o any additional tutorials (esp econs)...i need 2 go recall n revise all my basics....i dunno how long i'll take but i noe im gg 2 get it done by hook or crook......
y so.......simple reason.....i wan 2 get my bump into NUS.....i wan it....n i wan it so badly tt IM GONNA GET IT! so my dear frens whu already in dere rite now.....my greatest desire is 2c all of u guys dere........ & Monokuro Boo ;
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