Monday, October 10, 2005 was jus wondering about all e wonderful tings tt i'll be doin after my As...hmmm...after experiencing dis 4 e 2nd time...i can definitely sae tt sch life is e worst after prelims...its like u've jus ended 1 major exam (the prelims) and den its usualli time 2 play...but dis time its different...its time 2 prepare 4 e upcoming VERI MAJOR exams....how shitified is dis man! ive been slacking a lot 4 dis few daes...cant bring myself 2 do proper work (when i sae proper work means no TV, no going out and no slpg late)...n apparently TV, the outside world and e bed haf been my veri gd companion 4 e past dunno how mani days or weeks....hahaha...ya i still dare 2 laugh coz i dunno wat else i can do....consultation wif my respective tutors in sch was perhaps jus 2 serve e major purpose of making myself less guilty 4 e fact tt i havent been studying veri hard! ive been making plans 4 my uni life nxt year....(hopefully will nt go 2 waste)...yupz barney is rite...i mus believe in myself in order 2 make it...n frm today onwards....i'll keep tellin myself tt i'll definitely do well in e A levels...if e need arises...i'll probably paste a big poster size letter A rite in front of my bed so tt i can see it every time i slp n wake....coz apparently lies become the truth when repeated too mani times...wahahahah! & Monokuro Boo ;
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