Saturday, October 29, 2005 excluding todae...i still haf 10 days 2 A levels...i freaking stress up rite now n at dis kind of hour i can onli blog about it coz i doubt any1 wld entertain me...econs is driving me up e wall...my history is making me doubtful...im worried tt complacency mite drive me 2 my grave for maths...and perhaps my deepest mistake is 2 heck care about GP....OH GOSH...can sumbody/sumting/sumone save me...im drowing in my own sea of sorrow...i dunno how 2 express e desperate call for help...n i realli dunno whu can help me....isit realli myself....am i realli tt capable gal tt pple tell me i am...i noe self confidence is impt but at dis point of time its simply nt possible for me 2 lift my head up high n feel gd about anything now....its jus so miserable having 2 study n slog like mad...where r u my God? sobz...... 
