Saturday, October 01, 2005 4 pple whu r closer 2 me..u probably noe tt im rather free nowadays coz i havent been studyin much...much less preparing for e A levels....dis is smthg weird coz most pple ard me r behaving like crazy pple rushing for e last train...while im still in e 'happy holidaying in Hawaii' mood...like as if e upcoming exam is gg 2b a breeze (much as i wish for it to be!) main issue of dis post: Complacencyam i realli gettin too complacent? my dad tinks so...frm e way i tok...frm e way i ans him bout my future! and dis left me pondering for e past 2 days....yupz i haf been feeling quite gd bout myself ever since prelims started....now tt my results r out....not tt i did veri well...but i sae tt wif tt results....im performing relatively ok....n perhaps its e beginning of all e complacency! haiz...gotta learn hw 2 lower my esteem...of mayb nt tt....shld be my ego n pride....b4 it gets outta hand n ruin my bright future....n if u din noe...as im typing dis entry....im jus so sick of feeling e way im feeling now.... 
