Thursday, December 29, 2005 actualli im referring to blood donation...tts right...its the 8th time but i tink i 'din quite learn my lesson' *quoting frm my mother*...yest after donating blood i went to KTV wif deb n mic....wow...boy it was fun coz it has been 5 mths since i last went K-box...sang our lungs out for 5 hrs...after which we went 4 dinner and headed home.....now comes the trouble....i boarded a super crowded bus 124 which allowed me jus enuf space to stand and nt move ard...i was standing under dis super strong air-con outlet on a rainy nite...*wat a luck* annd i began to feel realli cold......out of a sudden i felt myself perspiring....and it was cold sweat....i jus knew it......it was 1 of those pre-blackout symptoms which i experienced years b4 during my sec sch red cross days...the stupid bus was jerking at e same time....i couldnt breathe properly and i tot i was dying anytime....quickly sat down on e seat in front of me as i was already seeing 'stars'....my vision became veri limited....jus e front view....side view was totalli gone....smthg like white screens..dunno how 2 describe ....finalli it was time 2 alight....stood up and held e metal bars real tightly in case my leg turns wobbly....okie...so far so gd..nuthin bad happened....and of coz i tot i was jus tired jus nw.....whu noes i was wrong.......i had to climb dis long flight of stairs b4 i can reach home....so after the swift climb up.....the symptoms came back 2 haunt me....dis time i felt dizziness and on top of tt my breathing difficulty worsened.....i waited for the lift which took years to arrive....went into it and at tt point....i tot God was cumin to take me to heaven.....i nv felt so terrible in my life....frm e reflection of myself thru e mirrors inside e lift.....i cld see tt i was pale....my lips had gone frm red to dunno wat colour...jus veri pale.....i was damn scared....i keep telling God.....i dun wanna die now....and when i finalli managed to reach home....i immediately sat down on my hse sofa to rest....lifted my legs and closed my eyes to allow more regulated blood flow....after a while i decided to msg barney...*jus in case i die den at least sum1 noes wat happened to me b4*....told my dad tt i wasnt feeling well too.....din bother any1 else coz dun wanna pple to worrie too....took a long rest b4 i headed 4 a quick bath.....*scared later faint inside e toilet*.....later in e nite....my mom came home wif my supper and continued her rant about my stupidity in volunteering for blood donation which always coz me unnecessary risk.....after much tots....i still tink wat im doin is right...mayb nxt time i shld jus nt go KTV after donating blood but cum home and rest instead....yups....there will still be a next time....but i hope i dun experience the 'im almost gg 2 heaven' symptoms.....Thank God for your protection and grace!!我们应该停止了想念 才可能快乐一点无论是谁爱深谁爱浅 都已是过往云烟你太擅长对爱情冒险 让我觉得不安全于是心情开始疲倦 任性就说出再见我们以为分手了 就能拥有自由的机会 你躲在别的爱浮沉 我在寂寞里伤悲你不要说抱歉 是我放你走远我们的爱像一种季节 冬天过了却不是春天在各自世界继续沉淀 当地球转到黑夜那边你有没有梦见我的泪 & Monokuro Boo ;
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005 sure it was a long time since i last blogged...dis 2 weeks of activities have kept me real busy and definitely away frm e com...chalets after chalets...mahjong sessions after mahjong sessions...parties after parties...songs after songs...sleepover after sleepover....heineken after heineken.....dis basically sums up my entire 2 weeks...hmmmm....i wld sae tt it was FUN!!! veri fun...its nt like we get 2 do silly things wif our frens all e time....*esp taking e remote controls as microphones for karaoke* or even tokin nonsense all nite long....perhaps i wished tt dis rubbish nv ended but i tink my body is too exhausted 2 take it anymore...hahaha...nonetheless i wld like to express my thanks to those of u whu came for my chalet and kept me super entertained...hahaha....also specially to tara and tri-ner for ur invitations to ur respective houses during christmas...i sure had e time of my life eating and playing mahjong in e half aslp mode...*even though i refuse to acknowledge e fact tt barney won*---as u can see tt it was due to lack of concentration in e game!! to sum it all up...i had one of e most happening and tiring christmas...or shld i sae december holz....hahaha!! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005 here r e results frm e personality test i took thru a link frm barney's blog....Racheal, you're an Irish Setter!
No bones about it, you're a devil-may-care Irish Setter. Fun-loving and light-hearted, life is an adventure for you — an attitude your nearest and dearest find refreshing and inspiring. Witty, with a nose for fun, you can turn any social gathering into an unforgettable event, which is why you're always at the top of the guest list. Your varied interests — anything and everything from sky-diving to club hopping — make you extremely well-rounded. Just make sure you don't get distracted and lose sight of your responsibilities. As long as you stay balanced, you're a lucky dog who will always be a kid at heart — woof! how is it? true or nt huh....i tink nt too bad...gimme sum comments on my taggie...thankz!! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Monday, December 12, 2005 OH MAN!! save me...im dying of boredom!! playing computer games until my com screen gg 2 get burned down....tv shows all CMI....haiz....i dun wanna work but i need e money....so e comclusion is.......i still hafta work.....but nt so soon.....gdness....dis is torture......sitting ard doing nuthin....gosh!! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Friday, December 09, 2005 something which i came across on e web...and i tink it speaks for itself..."...A good friend is someone we can count on, as well as being so much more. A friend is someone with whom we can relax and just hang out, have fun andshare our innermost thoughts--deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes, joys, and fears. A good friend allows you a safe space to share your deepest thoughts and needs--without worry of being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feeling the way you do. Friends cheer each other on, laugh and cry together, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other. That's why friends are friends...."perhaps the last sentence sounds a little corny but still.....i tink e entire quotation sufficiently captures e essence of true friendship.....and to end dis off....i wld like to sae..."I keep my friends as misers do their treasure, because, of all the things granted us by wisdom, none is greater or better than friendship." & Monokuro Boo ;
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005 wow...the taiwan trip was super enjoyable...judging by e fact tt i spent all 500 bucks....u can already tell how much shppg i did!! hahahah......it was a shppg heaven i wld sae....everything from bags to skirts to earrings to hair accessories to food were cheap cheap cheap!!! *i sound like a bird* ahahahah! even the company was fun....my aunt's frens were full of nonsense and i was practically entertained everyday by their conversation and jokes!! i guess the onli problem was tt i did nt haf enuf money 2 shop sum more....n perhaps if my fren(s) was/were there in taiwan wif me...it wld haf been greater fun shppg together!!! *as u noe...aunties cant realli walk fast la* hahaha....i wld luv 2 go back 2 taiwan once more b4 i go back 2 sch nxt August *if possible* and also drop by hongkong....but dis time round....i wan 2 go wif my frens....wow...i seriously wanna start planning for another trip and e tot of it is already making me so delighted.....P.S: to all my frens out dere whu did nt realli get wat u requested frm my taiwan trip...my apologies....coz i short term memory and its reallie nt easy trying 2 remember so many tings 2 get for so many pple.....as for those whu took more den u shld take....pls dun be so happie yet....coz need 2 pay back when u go holz nxt time!! hahahah!!! & Monokuro Boo ;
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