Wednesday, March 01, 2006 to my dearest...2dae marks e end of my journey in JC..i finalli received my long awaited A level results..it was definitely not up to expectations and i had not realli expected dis..i may haf performed ok in e eyes of many but honestly i haf nt met my personal expectations..my frens tell me tt it doesnt matter as long as i make it 2 a university..ya..to sum extent its true coz after all e motive of doing A levels is to get into uni..and in uni i believe no1 wld bother wat was e A level results i received...but still its an expectation issue tt im tackling wif now...of coz even if i did nt do fantastically well..i wld still like 2 express my gratitude to sum special individuals out dere..w/o u guys..i probably wun even be where i am now....to my parents...sorrie i din do tt well in dis A levels examination..esp to mummy..i noe u haf got realli high expectations on me but i sort of failed u la..sorrie 4 nt being able 2 fulfil ur 'dreams' of takin a foto wif me n my principal coz i din manage to be 1 of e top scholars...but i jus wan u 2 noe i did try my utmost best..jus tt sumtimes e best is jus not enuf! ive nuthin 2 sae except im so sorrie!! and also thank you for all ur support all these while..i noe daddy has always been attempting 'reverse psychology' on me all for my own gd..it did work coz its always wat u sae tt spur me 2 work even harder..although u din realli 'lecture' me dis time..i noe u r disappointed...but so am i..but all i got 2 sae is tt ive given my all...n ive nuthin 2 regret...onli e veri fact tt im sorrie...to my dearest barney...thank you 4 always being here 4 me...whether im happie or sad or totalli indifferent at all points of my life..ur presence never fails...tho im nt a veri expressive person but i guess u can read my mind realli well...n so i thank God 4 a wonderful fren like u! dis time i dunno if i'll make it 2 NUS 2 bcum schoolmates wif u once again or nt...but i wld still like to sae thank you for walking beside me all e time!! without u...JC life wld definitely be a greater torture!! to my dearest debbie...also thank you for being here all e time...even tho sumtimes ur 'pattern' does turn me off but ultimately i noe u care..thank you for all e times we spent tokin n gossiping...its great to haf a gd fren like u coz being serious all e time gets realli tiring...u ve been wif me for dis years and i realli appreciate e fact tt u nv fail 2 brighten up my day! to my sissie 'sai'...im realli glad to hear tt u r happie...ultimately tts wat tts most impt...as long as u r happie...i gif u my blessings and well wishes! whatever e case sissie..i noe u ve tried ur best..thank you for e time we spent studying together...reminding each other about sch work and also e extra help u gaf me in my work...im sure dere's more den onli results in life...n to me u've nuthin 2 lose coz u will always haf all of us rite!!!! so let us all move on wif life n strive for e best!! luv u always...to michelle...u've been realli naggy all e while..to sum extent i cant stand u la..ahahahah...but still thank you for all e nagging coz i noe u care...thank you for always being e 'big sister' figure in our clique..even tho i dislike sum of e ways u handle certain tings but i noe for sure tt u meant well...without ur constant initiative to organise outings n giving us calls frm time 2 time...i guess our friendship wun haf lasted till dis day...i appreciate tt God has given me a fren like u...thank you veri much my dear!!to amanda...thank you dear for always being so sweet...never failing to forget!! despite ur heavy workload in sch u still constantly take e effort to msg me to gif me encouragement...we mite nt haf been as close as b4 but deep down inside u r always close my heart...thank you for all e sweet gestures and care n concern...thank you for all e effort in helpg me wif my work...thank you for all n everything....its been a wonderful ting tt God sent u into my life...u made me realised a lot of tings which i nv knew b4...thank you aman....luv u too!!!!to all my other family n frens out dere...a simple but heartfelt gratitude for being part of my life...THANK YOU veri much...although i cannot proudly sae 'ive made it'....but i can definitely sae tt without u all...i would not haf come thus far! last but not least....thank God for ur mercy n grace...for all e nites b4 i sleep...for all e mornings b4 i wash up....THANK YOU! & Monokuro Boo ;
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