Tuesday, April 25, 2006 ive always detested changes in my life..and dis time its no difference..i do feel it coming once again..i dunno why but i jus feel tt much as i wish to get out of e crap job asap..i tink i will miss a lot of my colleagues..much as i wish 2 start univeristy life asap..i tink i'll grow sick of it in no time.. sigh..damn sick of a life tt has bcum like a routine..i din dislike smthg tt i do so much until now..i guess work jus makes me sick..tokin about sick..i tink im getting into serious trouble wif my health..i jus found out tt my iron level in my blood has been falling..and tt has been e main cause of all my occasional dizzy spells..and also causing me to not be able to do my quarterly blood donation on a regular basis..damn crap man..e doc says its due to insufficient nutritious food intake and insufficient rest for my body..i noe i haf myself 2 blame..even tho so..i dun tink i can do anything 2 improve e situation till 30th june..e day i quit my job...sigh..i cant wait 2 leave spore for my taiwan trip..another 2 mths plus..if everything goes well and if e trip succeeds..i'll bcum a bankruptcy when i return 2 spore..but i dun care..as long as i get 2 go on a holiday where i get 2 eat, shop and sleep and do nuthin else..ahahahaha.. & Monokuro Boo ;
9:41 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 i haf a problem wif my stupid section chief..i realli cannot stand her..and now i need an outlet to swear..dis shall be it.."DAMN YOU..u tink wat..section chief veri big la..u can tok on e bloody fone as and when u like it and so i cannot take a break to check my sms for tt bloody 1 minute la isit? haf a problem wif me den cum n tell me straight into e face la..y go thru so many pple and let others cum n tell me wat u dun like tt im doing..ya..i dun gif a damn..i'll do whatever i wan..jus sack me if u r not happie..u tink i care?!?! (i doubt u even haf e right to do so!) i dun bloody owe u a living..ive been tolerating all dis months..wat a hypocrite u r..how scheming and despicable u r..tink u r so popular in e office..jus look and see how many of ur colleagues detest u bcoz of ur back-stabbing plots everyday at work..do u ever noe how much i wan to slap u everytime i see ur bloody face at work!! wait till u noe how im related to ur boss..WATCHOUT BITCH!" & Monokuro Boo ;
10:40 PM
life hasnt been a bed of roses for me recently..i dun like wat im doin but yet i hafta convince myself tt its all i can do for now..i detest working life..but bcoz of e money motivation (which is fast dying away) i hafta carry on wif life dis way..bcoz i feel so obligated since my mother is my boss's gd fren! oh Gosh..i shld haf expected such a situation to take place since e 1st day i accepted e shitified job! *worried* uni application is still pending..my future is still uncertain..of coz im nt saying tt once i get into uni my future will be super bright..but at least tts a start..now i dun even noe if i ever haf a chance to get near tt start line..i noe i shld learn 2b contented tt if i get into NTU i shld gladly accept my chance..but any1 ever tot of wat about my NUS? wat about my childhood aspirations? y haf i been working hard all year long for? its definitely not bcoz i wanna do sociology at NTU or social science at SMU...i wan to get into NUS..my arts and social science..oh gdness jus gif tt chance to me!! i will do anything 2 jus get into NUS..donate money..donate time..community svc..donate computer...WHATEVER..i noe im tokin nonsense..but dun blame me..coz desperate time calls for desperate measures... & Monokuro Boo ;
12:40 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006 sick and tired of working..damn! i wanna fire my boss asap..but wat am i to do after i fire dem? i cant be sittin at home and waiting for money 2 fall frm e sky rite?!?! i still need money to go my Taiwan holz in july wan leh! i need money..and apparently money motivation is not a very gd way to keep my drive for work gg on strong..so how? conclusion is tt i still cant fire my boss..even tho my resignation letter is all ready..and u noe wat..dis feeling sux! and seemingly on e other part of my life..its a rather sticky situation...maybe e time is realli realli not right yet..or even worst maybe its e wrong person..racheal lam..shuddup and wake up for gdness sake! & Monokuro Boo ;
12:46 AM
