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Sunday, May 28, 2006

the crucial moment of opening e letter arrived dis mrng..i felt like as though e sky fell down on me when i realised it was a rejection letter frm NUS..feels like im being slapped across e face wif a veri rude shock..gosh..i noe its nt e time 2 ask y has dis gotta happen 2 me..i shld realli go n appeal n get all e help i can possibly get 2 get my bum into NUS..but..dere is jus a BIG BUT tt has been running ard my mind e entire day..i tink i somehow lost e interest n fire within me..i dun seem 2 be any more desperate 2 get into NUS..however a little part of me within has yet 2 gif up..i noe i wld regret if i dun try...however im also veri restless at e same time..i shld haf seen dis coming..i jus chose 2 run away frm reality n hence receiving a wake up call dis mrng...how does it feel when u check ur application status daily only 2 find e same old 2 words of "application processing"..but suddenly 2dae it becomes "entry denied"..how i miss those same old 2 words..disappointed n upset..after all dis yrs of hard work..dis is wat i get in return..now we noe y life jus isnt fair..in fact nuthin was meant 2b fair rite frm e start..

& Monokuro Boo ;
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