Thursday, August 31, 2006 sumtimes dis jus hits me..in fact most of e time when im alone..esp when its at nite..esp when its raining..esp when i hafta read all those crappy readings n analyse them...my mind jus simply slips away...n it goes rite to the same ting everytime...guess its time 2 realli gif up on dis whole ting..its causing me 2 lose focus on my studies..*tho kinda easier said den done*...but i wld rather regret 4 now...den 2 regret 4 life...i hope im making a rite decision...i hate 2 do dis..i dun wanna do dis..but den i dun tink i haf much of a choice..there seem 2b no way out...i nv realli knew how u felt...but i tink 4 once dis time..i shld listen 2 how i feel instead... & Monokuro Boo ;
1:38 AM
Monday, August 28, 2006 on a happier note dis time...let me introduce 2 e world wat exactly is e RA VINCI CODE (RVC)...ready for e intellectual challenge?!? den go on n read (for most of the part u will not understand)...ahahahaha....1) The 'ABC's in the RVC is equivalent to the numbers '1,2,3....,9,10'..so in order to actualli decipher wat the conversation is all about...u gotta noe wat represents ONE, TWO, THREE,....,TEN (Five marks a very impt point..BEAR TT IN MIND!)2) The Esplanade is a SACRED place..3) The taxi is the best mode of transport for SIGHT-SEEING (apart frm a car!)4) The Grand Cathay is a good hangout place...watching movie is GOOD for health! (so is eating popcorn, nachos, ben&jerry's, snapple, etc)5) SMU is e place to build ur confidence level6) Escalator rides make pple go nervous tt they usualli cant ans PROPER questions! (i.e. I.S.A)7) unspoken is NOT equal to non-existence (so ASK about everything...DO NOT ASSUME..coz for all u may noe is tt juicy info seeps thru all e time!)8) NYDC's food is bad for health9) The Host is sum1 who say things first (details 2b spared)10) Shijie = Barney (indeed its NUMBER TEN!)11) 'walau' n 'walau eh' has inter-changable meanings in different context!12) Do not drink bandung in front of ur fren after 12 midnight coz it will cause u 2 suffer frm e 'say-wrong-things' symptom..ahahah *censored*
P.S: Courtesy of my shijie for providing all the wonderful citations, references, examples, whatever...hahaha...(and for those of u whu still doesnt haf a clue about wat u jus read...it doesnt matter..after all dis is a private matter..not a JOKE!)
& Monokuro Boo ;
1:08 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006 today marks a new chapter of my life..i went thru water baptism..an experience of a lifetime without a doubt...a new lease of life....embarking on a new journey on another level wif God...i was indeed very happie 2c my whole family coming down 2 show me their support...its encouraging...n i thank God for tt...however i tink i cant seem 2 find peace within myself frm God....y is tt so...isnt gg thru baptism smthg tt makes pple jump for joy...y am i feeling so sick, tired n depress 2 sum extent....is it a combination of factors tts making me feel e way im feeling...e harsh reality of the world....i dun even noe if tt statement stands for me....coz i dunno is dis all an illusion or a reality altogether... & Monokuro Boo ;
11:35 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 who said university life was carefree and fun? who said A levels were the worst exams tt u take in ur entire life? who said u dun hafta put in much effort in univerisity? WHO SAID ALL THOSE THINGS! do u noe how much im suffering in school..i've never done so many readings in my ENTIRE LIFE...i've never go without proper meals like e way im gg now...i've never attended so many lectures n tutorials and feel like slpg in all of dem..i've never felt so lost during lessons...for those whu noe me well enuf...im always ahead of e grp in terms of academic pursuits..i try 2 understand all my stuff b4 i attend lessons...now im like way way behind time...always struggling 2 get my readings completed b4 lectures start...but it seems like e more i read...i confuse myself more...dis sux terribly! and a thrust into hall life is making things worst! i miss home so badly i wanna go home...but bcoz of e fact tt i've a nice n beautiful room...its making me haf 2nd tots too...haiz....God speak to me...wat am i suppose 2 do now...its jus so depressing 2 lead sucha no-life kinda life....where r all my mahjong, ktv, buffet, shppg, gossips, movie kakis? i miss all of u so much! & Monokuro Boo ;
10:55 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006 sch has officially started...but i tink my brain is still left at home...hibernating...honestly sch is realli sickening...2 add on oil 2 e fire...hall life is even worst...its making me miss home like crazy...im ever more den sure...im leaving hall after dis 1st semester comes 2 an end...im a homesick gal...always tot tt i was independent...but not until now...oh God..pls help me get pass dis sem in e fastest possible time...i wanna go home... & Monokuro Boo ;
10:26 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006 welcome 2 hall life...suppers, gossips, heart2heart toks, slpg in e wee hrs of e mrng, zombified during lessons, long lunches n dinners, bath n den slp!! dis is basically wat i concluded outta hall life after 2 days 1 nite in hostel...i wld sae its altogether an experience of a lifetime..a life which i indeed long after but still....I MISS HOME! there is no where like home man...its like when dere is nuthin 2 do at home...its called slack...but 2 me...when dere is nuthin 2 do in hostel...its called loneliness...yup i luv e company of my gd frens, my fellow freshies, my seniors...i haf all e freedom i care about in e world...but i definitely wld luv it more at home...ahahhaha...no worries...i tink its nt long b4 i withdraw frm hall...ahahah..mayb after 1 sem...i miss everybody..seriously i dun quite like life in university...everything happens in a split second n b4 u noe wat is actually gg on...its all over...time 2 move on! well...time will help me 2 get use 2 dis i hope...i'll do my best n pray 4 God to do e rest...help me forget all e unhappiness n get life moving on...n i noe i still haf so many other tings 2 catch up wif... & Monokuro Boo ;
9:53 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006 haf been feeling much better dis few days..mayb i realli managed 2 convince myself tt hall life is gg 2b fun..but still it doesnt quite change e fact tt sch is startg soon n i dun wan it 2 start...when i was workg i dreamt of gg back 2 sch everyday..now tt work has ended for me...i dread gg back 2 sch...so now u see how contradicting i can get yea...okie sch aside...smthg has been bothering me very much recently...i dunno y it hits me so badly when i noe it shldnt be e case..but sum tings jus cant be explained rite..guess so..i havent felt so burdened in such a long time...n once again dis same sucky feeling is back...n dis time double e blow...i dun quite seem 2 understand myself a lot of times..when its time 2 do wat im supposed 2 do...i cant seem 2b able 2 bring myself 2 do it...n yup now i dunno wat im saying too..nvm...aniwae everything aside...BARNEY...no i mean "SHI JIE".....u better tell me "STOP IT" (sensual manner)..im waiting 2 here frm u realli SOON...heeheez...WAHAHHAA..ya noe only u can amuse me at this period of time...so a fren in need is a fren INDEED! & Monokuro Boo ;
4:26 PM
