Wednesday, August 16, 2006 who said university life was carefree and fun? who said A levels were the worst exams tt u take in ur entire life? who said u dun hafta put in much effort in univerisity? WHO SAID ALL THOSE THINGS! do u noe how much im suffering in school..i've never done so many readings in my ENTIRE LIFE...i've never go without proper meals like e way im gg now...i've never attended so many lectures n tutorials and feel like slpg in all of dem..i've never felt so lost during lessons...for those whu noe me well enuf...im always ahead of e grp in terms of academic pursuits..i try 2 understand all my stuff b4 i attend lessons...now im like way way behind time...always struggling 2 get my readings completed b4 lectures start...but it seems like e more i read...i confuse myself more...dis sux terribly! and a thrust into hall life is making things worst! i miss home so badly i wanna go home...but bcoz of e fact tt i've a nice n beautiful room...its making me haf 2nd tots too...haiz....God speak to me...wat am i suppose 2 do now...its jus so depressing 2 lead sucha no-life kinda life....where r all my mahjong, ktv, buffet, shppg, gossips, movie kakis? i miss all of u so much! & Monokuro Boo ;
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