Saturday, August 05, 2006 haf been feeling much better dis few days..mayb i realli managed 2 convince myself tt hall life is gg 2b fun..but still it doesnt quite change e fact tt sch is startg soon n i dun wan it 2 start...when i was workg i dreamt of gg back 2 sch everyday..now tt work has ended for me...i dread gg back 2 sch...so now u see how contradicting i can get yea...okie sch aside...smthg has been bothering me very much recently...i dunno y it hits me so badly when i noe it shldnt be e case..but sum tings jus cant be explained rite..guess so..i havent felt so burdened in such a long time...n once again dis same sucky feeling is back...n dis time double e blow...i dun quite seem 2 understand myself a lot of times..when its time 2 do wat im supposed 2 do...i cant seem 2b able 2 bring myself 2 do it...n yup now i dunno wat im saying too..nvm...aniwae everything aside...BARNEY...no i mean "SHI JIE".....u better tell me "STOP IT" (sensual manner)..im waiting 2 here frm u realli SOON...heeheez...WAHAHHAA..ya noe only u can amuse me at this period of time...so a fren in need is a fren INDEED! 
