Thursday, August 31, 2006 sumtimes dis jus hits me..in fact most of e time when im alone..esp when its at nite..esp when its raining..esp when i hafta read all those crappy readings n analyse them...my mind jus simply slips away...n it goes rite to the same ting everytime...guess its time 2 realli gif up on dis whole ting..its causing me 2 lose focus on my studies..*tho kinda easier said den done*...but i wld rather regret 4 now...den 2 regret 4 life...i hope im making a rite decision...i hate 2 do dis..i dun wanna do dis..but den i dun tink i haf much of a choice..there seem 2b no way out...i nv realli knew how u felt...but i tink 4 once dis time..i shld listen 2 how i feel instead...