Wednesday, September 06, 2006 its weird how i always go ard saying i dun haf enuf time 4 so many tings yet i still manage to find e time 2 blog...week 5 into uni life...e supposedly fun time isnt workg out 4 me...i see it as more of a stress time...sociology is smthg tt nv occur to me b4...one of my tutors said, 'the study of social science is a shortcut to maturity'...how true is tt? isit y im feeling so 'off' nowadays...coz im beginning 2 realise that e world isnt wat i always tot it seem 2b...as e saying goes 'ignorance is bliss'...perhaps to me...i tink rather that 'innocence is bliss'....i cant seem 2 explain y im feeling so down all dis time...since e day sch started...my life has taken a 180 deg change...i need my keys to happiness...where r u? a new term i learnt in sociology....'anomie'..also known as 'normless-ness' among e pple in e world 2dae...we dunno wat we've gotten ourselves into and we dunno wat is expected of us...its a 'lost' feeling tt u feel all e time...isit bcoz e more i noe..e more depress i get...or isit bcoz knowledge is pouring in too fast.. too sudden...too much 4 me to accept... 
