Saturday, September 16, 2006 its pretty weird tt i can be so accomodating yet stubborn at e same time..no matter wat everyone tells me i jus refuse 2 listen..yup i may agree but i jus like 2 do tings my way...n dis stubborness of mine is driving me up e wall..in a worse sense...2 my grave...i mus hold on 2 my values n promises..i mus not relent 2 my own selfish wants n realli consider 4 others..i mus learn 2 flare when im pissed...coz i tink accumulated anger n frustration causes depression...for now..im jus waiting 2 go home...e feeling of leaving hall for home is realli gd..ive been waiting 4 dis day 2 cum since my 1st nite in hall...i hope tt after gg home, it will be a fresh beginning for me...done n over wif all e depression n moodswings...rid off all e stupid tots in my head...in search of happiness..e old days where things were much simpler..when i was much more innocent..everything was jus there and then...i realli wan happiness..can u gif it 2 me? 
