Thursday, November 30, 2006 its a funnie feeling tt im getting..its jus weird...it jus feels as tho another part of me is gg 2b born..some1 tt i dunno all my life..(dun make sense!?!?)..ya i tink ive no idea wat im tokin about already...but e crap about dis whole ting is tt I CANT SLEEP! im having insomnia...its damn serious! im already so tired after 2 mugging days and 1 whole day out at the movies..i shld be slpg like a log now...but y am i still blogging...oh gdness..it cant be more obvious tt i realli dunno wat i can do since i cant slp! oh God...wat is happening...dun like tt can or not (im actually bargaining wif God now!)..i feel like crap...am i realli tinking too much? i realli dunno! oh gosh..gif hint also dun neither here nor dere leh...i get very 'pek chek' leh! ok mayb its unnecessary stress...HAIYA...i wanna slap myself...im jus so irritating...y cant i jus be more sure about myself...ive been trying 2 keep my life on track all e time n i seldom fail 2 do so...but y when it comes 2 dis...im jus so helpless about it...shucks..i realli feel damn sick! 
