Monday, February 26, 2007 watched a supposedly lame korean drama in the wee hours of yest mrng...saw & heard smthg from tt show which touched me...a daddy spoke to his daughter while they were dancing tgt...dad: 'do you know how much i love you?'gal: 'yea of coz dad'dad: 'then always remember that no matter whom you fall in love with, there will always be 2 pple supporting you'...i noe it isnt much of a link but den wif tt scene in place and and the silence of the night...somehow you will know what i mean... & Monokuro Boo ;
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Sunday, February 25, 2007 a sigh of relief...im finally done wif the content summary of 1 of my module...dis is done so as to make revision for the final exams easier for my convenience...u noe i simply hate to rush thru revision...so wat 2 do...prepare early la duh! still another module to go...im gg to make sure i finish that summary within 2 days....i wanna enjoy e rest of my recess week! yeay! time realli flew dis semester...getting e hang of tertiary education...can be quite shiok coz realli so 'free & easy' but den when temptations to slack sets in...dere is where ur self-discipline gets tested man! so far so gd..i still managed to control myself not to skip lectures n tutorials n do revision...altho not so constant...but still got do la! hahaha...hmmmm...satisfied with myself...a pat on e back n mayb i shld tink of doing smthg 2 reward myself...ahahaha..up to no good liao! happie-go-lucky...who cares...i ought to make myself happier coz i deserve e best! yeay racheal tts e way to go...yea i noe im starting to sound cranky....snowball effect of fatigue is like tt de...ah forget it...time to rest.... & Monokuro Boo ;
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007 i simply hafta agree that time flies when you are having fun! mahjong, blackjack, drinks, sumptous lunches/dinners, delicious 'yu sheng', people, money, nice clothes, nice bags, nice shoes, midnight movie, coffee joint....i love the Chinese New Year! that was how the past 3 days of mine were spent...thank gdness CNY came nicely in time...kinda drove away my bad mood...in a way made me a much happier person! what is more important than my family? for e time being is nothing! dis CNY i got to realise the true meaning of 'the lesser the expectation = the lesser the disappointment'...so i kinda figured out that i shld jus put it aside and haf no expectations den! no worries everybody (as in my everybody and the rest of you reading dis out dere)...im doing fine..in fact i tink i handle dis better den i expect myself to! once again happie CNY to everyone and we haf another 12 days of fun to go! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Saturday, February 17, 2007 hmmm...haf been feeling rather down for e past few days...jus dunno why i mus get so affected by dis whole issue...also non of my business to be exact...ivan is right...why let pple's business affect me! i shld jus mind my own business la! kpo racheal! alrite la...i wan to be happy coz i choose to be happy! barney is also right in saying that happiness is a choice...so frm today onwards i'll choose to be a happy gal! its the Chines New Year once again..im realli so lookg forward to it! i love seeing my family come tgt n tok n scream n haf fun! n wats more enticing is e FOOD! my hobby! i love the 16 course lunch on every 1st day of CNY n im very lookg forward to my reunion dinner later! so xcited! see ive got so much love at home...i ought to be happie coz im so loved! so my CNY resolution is to be happie and stay tt way! happie CNY every1 out dere..u r loved too! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Saturday, February 10, 2007 another random thought for the day...how long is forever? when we sing the praise song 'forever'..it goes like 'forever God is faithful..forever God is strong..forever God is with us......forever and ever...' nope im not doubting God's faithfulness and love...im jus curious to know what is forever? when couples say 'i will love you forever till death do us apart'..do dey realli mean it? when pple say 'friends are forever' isit realli true? does it come a time when all dis 'forever' jus bcum words 2 disguise the illusions of dis ever changing world?!?! or wld i say e ever changing nature of human beings to be exact..... & Monokuro Boo ;
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Sunday, February 04, 2007 wah time realli flies man..its feb already...my academic engine had barely started to warm up from e 5 weeks break in december n now in about 2 wks time its gg 2b another long holz 4 me during CNY...haiya...like tt die la...can nv realli get started...n i tink b4 i noe it...exams will be round e corner! gosh im kinda worried tt im not stressed out lei....how come semester 2 seems so much more relax den semester 1...im gg 2 sch everyday as tho im gg for an excursion trip lo...dun feel e pressure at all! no essays to rush..no project datelines to meet, no test 2 pia for...doesnt feel like its school at all! come to tink of it...it may be blessings from God! coz ive prayed so hard tt 2007 be a better yr....n perhaps its realli blessings flowing into my life...wah God very generous hor...i din expect Him to let me 'enjoy' sch and life to dis extent man! i kinda understood wat it means by 'taking e step of faith' and then God will do as He promised! Thank you Lord for being so real in my life..i kinda lost u along e way last year....but bcoz of your faithfulness and love, i came back once again! I haf been stubborn and rebellious so many times..but you have always been patient and steadfast in loving me. I ran away and avoided you whenever i cldnt face u but your forgiveness won me over time and again. I lost faith in you and denied myself but you held me close and convinced me to start believing all over again! i am so glad tt im finalli back...i wan to stay close to you like dis forever..i nv wan to stray away again! & Monokuro Boo ;
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