Sunday, March 25, 2007 i mus say tt e last week was e most hectic wk of my entire sem 2! gosh...presentation datelines after datelines...i felt like i had no breathing space! i was totally zonk out....n now im down wif a very bad throat n cough....all e late nites of stress accumulated to a breakdown in my immune system! im glad glad glad tt its over! although e exams are yet to be here...but i tink i wun be stressed till e extent i was as last week! but even tho so...i also hafta add tt last wk was e best wk of crap n fun i had in sch admist all e datelines! im beginning to enjoy sch wif gd company! haha! also mus thank God for his grace and protection for e entire hectic week...i felt realli close to Him esp in e whole of last wk...i tink its when one go thru tough times that God's presence will be even more real than ever! ok im sounding like im in a serious dilemma now....for e 1st half of e week i felt e fire n passion for God...realli wanted to sing praise to Him b4 i slp every nite! but den after all my presentation is done on thur...i was so exhausted tt i cldnt be bothered to spare a bit of time to do my usual 'toking to God' routine...is it me being selfish? or is it jus...WHAT? i cant tink of anything else apart frm me being self-centred...settled my business den throw God to 1 side! n wats worst is tt i still haf e little struggle within myself to hafta spend e entire sat aftn in church frm 430-930...since i now attend 2 svcs....hmmm..i realli need some motivation to continue dis in e long run! n i guess e 'its all for God' motivation ought to be sustained throughout to make things work out...i hafta pray about dis...jiayou racheal...you are on a quest to be closer to your heavenly father! i simply love the way my life is being filled wif His great love! & Monokuro Boo ;
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