Monday, April 02, 2007 sometimes i wonder...'should i try to do smthg'...but den everytime when i really wanna try to do smthg about it...time and again i will jus feel that its pointless because it is not realli within my control! having the little 'perfectionist' mentality in me...i only attempt to do things that i can guarantee some degree of success eventually...if i cant...den i simply wun place my effort in such a game of risk! life is a game...so play it well! im never a gal who is easily satisfied! and perhaps you may not agree...but i hafta say that i expect a lot from e pple i care about....and i expect even more from myself...a lot of times i dislike seeing pple who dun gif a damn about e things ard them..it simply pisses me off to see pple whom i care about wasting their lives away...in e past, i get realli affected..but seriously..been there and done that! now i dun realli care you noe...its entirely your business if you choose to lead certain kind of life! defense mechanism you may call it...maybe 1 day i'll disagree with wat i say here...but for now im jus indifferent.. & Monokuro Boo ;
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