Wednesday, May 30, 2007 i dunno how i should put this...its jus so difficult to articulate..verbal constipation once again! i always have my pride interfering with my life! shucks...i jus find it so difficult to accept failure that more than half e time i dun do e things i fancy or am passionate about...it is simply becoz i dun have the courage to face failure...its just so me to look strong on e outside but is actually so vulnerable on e inside.... & Monokuro Boo ;
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Friday, May 25, 2007 This post is dedicated to my dear cousin Ivan....congrats cousin on your graduation...long awaited 3 yrs and i shld say a very fulfilling 3 yrs journey in SP for you..i guess you have no idea how proud i am of you my dear cousin! i've been repeating to so many to my frens about your diploma with merit until they hear me also sian! haha...remember e time when you so wanted to join me in NYJC....remember e time when i also almost ended up as your school mate in SP....all these seemed such a long time ago! but den in a blink of e eye....here we are....you haf done well by God's grace and your own conscienciousness...a well-deserved outcome that justify all your hard work! always bear this in mind....it doesnt matter how good others are...it only matters that you put in your best and God will have e best plans for you to prosper! i noe you are capable and you definitely have a promising future ahead! no worries about all those crap NS...you will make it thru becoz e Ivan i noe is a fighter! keep tt spirit going and do God proud! YOU CAN DO IT! congrats once again my dear brother! and rememeber remember remember...no wonder wat e outcome of your future endeavours...we will still love you all e same...coz blood is thicker than water ma! (rem everything done with love is always e best!) hahahaha....keep swimming! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Friday, May 18, 2007 its really not e time to be feeling dis way...having 'emo' attacks recently and tonight its coming back again...tml mrng i will be flying off to HongKong for my long awaited trip! i dun really feel e excitement but den again i really wanna leave S'pore! i need a break! no worries my dears...i will enjoy myself and i will buy lotsa lotsa pressies for you guys! so ya...when im back...n you receive smthg frm me...that simply means that you are significant to me! muahahaha! disclaimer: your level of significance to me does not equate to the amount of pressies that you will be getting from me! to be able to get smthg frm me is already considered GOOD hor! do not ask for more! HAHAHA! *meant for all e buay paiseh pple ard to read* (wahaha!)Good bye pple, HongKong here i come! *winks* & Monokuro Boo ;
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Friday, May 11, 2007 why do pple work so hard for? to strive for the best in life and succeed in their careers? so how exactly do you deem 'success' in life? being rich, driving the dream car, eating at the best restaurants or seeing the world as you go on a business trip? have you ever wondered once you have gotten all these, and not have any family and friends to share the joy with you, will that be so significant and meaningful to you anymore? why no family and friends? coz you will be so busy pursuing all these that you have entirely neglected e people who love you and whom is so dear to you! when was the last time i really sit down or lie down to tok to my mommy, or even fellowship with my cousins, aunts and grandma, what about my dear sisters and friends? it seems a long time ago...i see wat i want in life clearer now...and im ready to give up anything in exchange for God, family and friends. These are my priorties in life and i always believe that if you honour God, God will honour you! Amen! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Saturday, May 05, 2007 i have some unresolved issues...they are coming back to haunt me again...i need to settle this...i need help from above...i dun wanna depend on my own strength....walking by faith and not by sight....easier said than done! God speak to me...i need Your presence my best fren! & Monokuro Boo ;
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