Saturday, June 23, 2007 a lot of things that never use to catch my attention now do...1 example...xiaoshi's hp ringtone...'because of you' by kelly clarkson...ive been listening to e full version of that song for a couple of days...how meaningful...hmmmm i would say that it brings a bittersweet feeling...walau im feeling damn sian again...haiz....sickening....so which is worst huh?1) still liking someone and not telling him about itor2) telling someone you still like him and then get rejectedbasket..im damn fed up with myself again...i noe e ans lo...but i jus cannot do it becoz 我过不了自己的那一关...3 options...50-50, call a fren or audience voting! so audience wat do u tink i shld do now? 50-50 i attempted...so tts why im left wif e options 1 & 2 as stated above...Call a fren i also tried before...dun say call..say face-face also tried liao....apparently also no diff...coz after all it still boils down to me...not my fren's problem...so audiences...if u noe wat im toking about....tell me wat i shld do now!a lot things that i tot of, am tinking of and will be tinking of dun really make sense...i also dunno why im jus so stubborn...before i decided to tell anyone about dis i already noe dis is gg to be a tough issue...i wasnt really sure of myself initially but den e feeling jus gets stronger! 1 of e reason im still refraining from verbalising wat i wanna say is becoz i figured dis time round 我真的输不起...walau...i dun haf e confidence anymore lo...e way im handling dis is jus unlike my usual self...dis is jus so not me... & Monokuro Boo ;
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