Wednesday, June 20, 2007 my gosh...i dun understand why everywhere i go it seems to rain! When i was in HongKong for 6 days, it rained for 5 days...when i went to Bintan for 4 days with the intention to do sea sports den it rained for 3 days! oh gosh...its jus me being sway or wat! maybe coz i din pray hard for gd weather ya! haiya...wat a waste! who wld ever imagine tt someone wld go all e way to bintan jus to stay in the villa for 3 days doing nothing much but tok cock, slack, slp, eat and i keep bathing so many times a day coz i really had nothing better to do!i kinda thank God my internship ended..not with a bang but if it dragged some more i will really go bang myself! freelancing with the company is nt a bad idea but den i tink i love my freedom too much to even compromise on tt...however i believe that one shld nv bite the hand that fed you...so much for wanting to leave...i still decided to go back n finish up wat i was asked to stay back to help out...after that im leaving for gd...corporate life...not my cup of tea for now...and seriously i tink when it comes to decision-making...i need to get myself in control...i always wonder how others can be so fickle-minded about things but actually when i come to think about it...im no better...in fact i realised that im extremely indecisive these days..why? no idea..coz e decisions that i haf to face are getting more complicated or is it jus me screwing up my own life? part of growing up...that seems to be what everyone says....maybe 5 yrs down e road when i look back...i will probably slap myself silly...move on with life man! that is probably the best consolation i can offer myself right now...who ask me to be such an ass...indecisiveness..jus kill me man! sigh.. & Monokuro Boo ;
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