Wednesday, July 04, 2007 i know i must super ridiculous to hang on indefinitely just like that...when its time to move on...its time...i figured there is really no point to wait aimlessly...but racheal is a very stubborn gal...when she doesnt get her answer..she will never really move on...perhaps 1 day when i come to realise that i dun really know wat im waiting for...den i guess i will never want to fall for someone again..a note to my heavenly father...dear God..what on earth is going on? i am so clueless that i become more helpless...i noe nothing is impossible wif you...but why is it that everytime i ask of you to help me with this issue...i dun seem to get a response? is this a test of my patience? or jus a way to prepare me...to show that whatever i ask for is really nt easy to handle? i refuse to believe that you will abandon me to leave me to settle this for myself...but i tink i cannot let go and let u alone handle it for me...so foolish of me...but i dunno wat else i can do...or rather i shld say wat else i shld nt do...God please dun joke with me anymore...the feeling of disappointment is really not funny...pls help me ti BE STILL and know that You are God! I am giving thanks to you even though i dun get wat i prayed for...because i choose to believe that You have the best plans for me! AMEN! *this is such a challenge!* & Monokuro Boo ;
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