Sunday, September 02, 2007 i have been facing some issues in my life...sat sermon by Assemblies of God Superintendent Reverend Dr. Patrick Lau (super long title lor!) was indeed seemingly a God-sent reminder! have you been doing things God's way or your way! honestly up till this very moment i dunno wat is God's way...i wonder wat e heck haf I been doing all this while...i have my doubts on whether am i hearing God or am i hearing myself all these times?!? Have I been honest with my God...i guess i jus have issues that i have been trying to run away from...but never cheat your God coz He reads your heart! that was like a WAKE-UP call...oh gosh...i somehow feel that there is this resentment within me...i dunno wat it is....jus a rebellious feeling that im having! have you ever done some things in your life out of purpose because you are jus fed up with yourself..you noe very well it is not right to do it...yet you still go on...because you tink 'who cares anyway'...but i tink God cares! however at the same time...you jus wanna be indifferent about it....coz a feeling inside tells you that you are disappointed with God...n you dun really wanna care...once in awhile...ok im beginning to sound irrelevant here...i guess i jus need to reflect upon this...'who am i to give up....seriously wat rights do i have to give up...' 
