Monday, October 29, 2007 i am satisfied...happie....ok ya very happie actually...GEEHEE...:P & Monokuro Boo ;
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Saturday, October 20, 2007 its amazing how the human mind works...or at least i am quite puzzled by how mine work...i hate it when i get controlled by the emotional side of my mind...when i feel i shld be rationalising stuff..i tend to let my emotions get e better of me! why upset? cant exactly say its a particular reason...but rather an interplay of factors...i need time off...from everything in life...perhaps even time off frm being myself..and actually who am i to begin with? im beginning to wonder...sometimes i ask myself W-H-Y? why am i so fortunate that i dun understand what it is like to be unfortunate?why am i still complaining that im so fortunate?why do i get all the things i want in life until this time round?why does God have to let things turn to this extent?...everything happens for a reason...but what is the reason(s)? i really feel like im being sentenced without a trial...this is absolutely tiring... & Monokuro Boo ;
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Saturday, October 13, 2007 last minute-ness are just a total turn-off for me...you can never imagine how dis-oriented i can get whenever someone tells me that the plans are changed. Sometimes it is not reflected on my face but deep inside im feeling lousy because i simply dun like the feeling of changing plans at the very last minute...today's series of events just simply came at the very wrong time...lacking proper sleep and food for the past week...i am in a highly irritable mood...i didnt like the idea of having to do stuff because im obliged to do so...i dun like the idea of working on the basis of assumption....please ASK and dun assume and make an ass out of you and me! actually its not much of a big deal...just that i cant really explain why i get really so upset...mood swings...i dunno! just feeling all sickened out and jaded...what is the purpose i wonder...its one of those nights again i guess...Go Away...leave me alone! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Thursday, October 11, 2007 i noe its a bit late le...haha..but nevertheless...Happie 2'X' Birthday Xiaoshi! (age-sensitive!) even tho i was more surprised den you were....even tho i also got to eat e awfully chocolate HEI ice-cream like it was my birthday! hahaha...i still hope that all the little things here and there were pleasant little surprises for you! i got plan wan hor...1st it is pooh and frens balloons...den it is a box of all our favourite sweets! (note: its OUR favourite so hint hint please SHARE! wahaha!) den followed by the real gift which is your high class shampoo...and den came HEI! ahhahahaha...well this part is coz i wanted to eat it...so in a way...i got it for you coz it looked so cute! heehee...overall i had a fun time collaborating rubbish wif your bunch of crazy colleagues and of coz not forgetting your very S-H-Y boyfren! hahaha!jus a point to note...pls do not reuse my favourite wrapper coz i can rem even after 1 year! wahahaha...all in all...hope that you have had a great birthday! Mission Accomplished!!P.S: my usual style of writing such after thoughts are quite emo...hahaha...but coz we tok so much nonsense all e time...its quite hard to be emo dis days! you noe i noe can liao la rite...so yup...we will be looking forward to your next 2'X' birthday and some other big dayS! & Monokuro Boo ;
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Thursday, October 04, 2007 hmmm..i have been hearing too much about babies dis entire year! pple ard me are having these little bundles of joy added to their families! everytime i read, see, hear about a baby, it gets me all excited coz i simply get blown away seeing cute little babies! (of coz even hearing about them!)...sigh! makes me so wanna have one my own too...okie many of my frens tink im overly obsessed wif e idea of having my own kids but i really love children ok...i mean babies...hahaha! if there was 1 wish tt can be fulfilled...i jus wanna graduate asap...get married n have my own kids n family too! its not one of those rash decisions...its an aspiration! hahaha...i may not really noe wat i wan to do in future...but 1 thing im super sure of is that i wan a family of my own...no doubts about that! & Monokuro Boo ;
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