Saturday, October 13, 2007 last minute-ness are just a total turn-off for me...you can never imagine how dis-oriented i can get whenever someone tells me that the plans are changed. Sometimes it is not reflected on my face but deep inside im feeling lousy because i simply dun like the feeling of changing plans at the very last minute...today's series of events just simply came at the very wrong time...lacking proper sleep and food for the past week...i am in a highly irritable mood...i didnt like the idea of having to do stuff because im obliged to do so...i dun like the idea of working on the basis of assumption....please ASK and dun assume and make an ass out of you and me! actually its not much of a big deal...just that i cant really explain why i get really so upset...mood swings...i dunno! just feeling all sickened out and jaded...what is the purpose i wonder...its one of those nights again i guess...Go Away...leave me alone! 
