Monday, December 31, 2007 yes xuan! its a deal...31st dec shall be it! i have about 18 hours to e end of it after 2 whole years...gosh! so yup...may 2008 be a year of pleasant surprises and precious memories... & Monokuro Boo ;
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007 Happy birthday Jesus
I'm so glad its Christmas
All the tinsel and lights
And the presents are nice
But the real gift is You.
Happy birthday Jesus
I'm so glad its Christmas
All the carols and bells
Make the holiday swell
And it's all about You
Happy birthday Jesus
Jesus I love You! so sweet...love this song..esp when its sung by children... & Monokuro Boo ;
1:02 AM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 as i grow up...im beginning to realise tt i dun always understand what the pple ard me are thinking...actually i tot i dun really care but den again...the issue of responsibility bugs me! i wish i cld jus do what i like and want and need not be bothered with how it affects the others ard me...but i noe vert well that is not the way to be...i noe that in life...you ought to protect yourself and sometimes sacrificing some other pple in the process of seeking wat you want is inevitable...but i noe i cannot be so selfish....yet at the same time who doesnt noe that human beings are selfish! sigh...the only comfort i can seek is that only God knows...if letting you go is key to the release of all these heartaches...i will let you go... & Monokuro Boo ;
1:13 AM
Thursday, December 13, 2007 i cant believe im still not aslp! body clock is permanently screwed...but i cant help it! STEPS is so nice...i cant stop watching it...last episode now...yeay! addicted to STEPS man! running thru my mind...我要的可能你真的给不到我...真的不想放弃...可是仔细想了几回...这样下去也不是办法...心里头的那一种遗憾不能用言语形容...做人本来就不应该有后悔和遗憾...我最大的后悔就是死爱面子...最大的遗憾就是少了勇气... & Monokuro Boo ;
5:24 AM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007 女人吗...就是爱想太多...想知道的却不想问...那可能就是因为不想听到自己不想听到的答案...害怕会失去的缘故......可是直系想一下...可能她所拥有的也只不过是以前一段美好的回忆......他的人在可是心不在又何苦呢? & Monokuro Boo ;
1:12 AM
Saturday, December 01, 2007 when someone tell u once..u will probably tink that it was jus a passing remark...when another person tells you smthg similar the second time den it will keep you wondering for awhile...and think maybe its just pure coincidence…and den when a third person comes along and tell u right into your face about the same thing explicitly...den you better know that it is not a joke or coincidence anymore...
some matters have been bothering me for quite awhile...i dun really noe wat approach to take towards these matters and hence i said i wanted to lift them up to God...and being me...i will probably jus chuck them aside and when the same problems come knocking at my door then i'll think about it...but looks like God doesnt want me to chuck these matters aside....He sent 3 pple to come tell me e same things...and the rank simply got higher...pretty scary...how on earth did person 2 and person 3 know what i was thinking apart frm the fact that God actually spoke to them! when i bargained with God about being uncertain...aunty emily came over and prayer for me...and den she said 'dun fear about the future'...my gdness...ok i really noe i must do smthg...but den im jus still so uncertain about myself...Rev James's revelation was smthg which spoke right thru my heart...i noe God mus haf spoken to him if not he wldnt be able to say such things to me...but im just....so worried and unsure! can i really be that good example? so many a times i fumble myself coz making the correct decisions jus ain't as easy as it is being said....i still tink im not that 'grown-up'...here i am looking for an example to follow...and there God is telling me to be an example to be followed...wat an irony…God are you sure? (ok I noe you are sure…but im not sure..) haiz…its just a sucky feeling….*blues* & Monokuro Boo ;
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