Wednesday, December 19, 2007 as i grow up...im beginning to realise tt i dun always understand what the pple ard me are thinking...actually i tot i dun really care but den again...the issue of responsibility bugs me! i wish i cld jus do what i like and want and need not be bothered with how it affects the others ard me...but i noe vert well that is not the way to be...i noe that in life...you ought to protect yourself and sometimes sacrificing some other pple in the process of seeking wat you want is inevitable...but i noe i cannot be so selfish....yet at the same time who doesnt noe that human beings are selfish! sigh...the only comfort i can seek is that only God knows...if letting you go is key to the release of all these heartaches...i will let you go...