Saturday, December 01, 2007 when someone tell u once..u will probably tink that it was jus a passing remark...when another person tells you smthg similar the second time den it will keep you wondering for awhile...and think maybe its just pure coincidence…and den when a third person comes along and tell u right into your face about the same thing explicitly...den you better know that it is not a joke or coincidence anymore...
some matters have been bothering me for quite awhile...i dun really noe wat approach to take towards these matters and hence i said i wanted to lift them up to God...and being me...i will probably jus chuck them aside and when the same problems come knocking at my door then i'll think about it...but looks like God doesnt want me to chuck these matters aside....He sent 3 pple to come tell me e same things...and the rank simply got higher...pretty scary...how on earth did person 2 and person 3 know what i was thinking apart frm the fact that God actually spoke to them! when i bargained with God about being uncertain...aunty emily came over and prayer for me...and den she said 'dun fear about the future'...my gdness...ok i really noe i must do smthg...but den im jus still so uncertain about myself...Rev James's revelation was smthg which spoke right thru my heart...i noe God mus haf spoken to him if not he wldnt be able to say such things to me...but im just....so worried and unsure! can i really be that good example? so many a times i fumble myself coz making the correct decisions jus ain't as easy as it is being said....i still tink im not that 'grown-up'...here i am looking for an example to follow...and there God is telling me to be an example to be followed...wat an irony…God are you sure? (ok I noe you are sure…but im not sure..) haiz…its just a sucky feeling….*blues* & Monokuro Boo ;
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